angels brought me here

2006-01-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

hellohello im blogging!! :D

first week of sch and im already feeling stressed. thought the change from sec two to three would be big but it wasnt. the change from sec three to sec four is HUGE. anyhows.. ORIENTATION! :D

heeheeee.. took 1a again.. same as last yr. and 1a won again!!! for campfire.. yayyy.. 1a rockks. (:

k.. first day, was'nt that bad i guess.. second day was sooo busy!! and longggg. only slept at like two? haha i know peh is used to that! but yeah.. was just really really busy . third day, campfire day was busy and stressful. sigh.. esp in the last few hrs leading up to campfire. totally screamed at the girls alot. oops sorry. during the entire campfire i felt like i didnt even think of anything else other than orientation. it was just like do one thing, then another, and another.. etc then sleep.

but it was soooo worth it! *smiles* campfire rocked!! had SO much fun with the councillors. hehehe we cheered like so loudly haha!

anddd.. so proud of 1a! *screams* they did soo good! like we only thought them the skitand dance on campfire day itself and they had really,really little practice, half the time without the music. but they did awesome in the end. so proud <3>

the 1a facils totally screamed and cheered and jumped like crazy when they announced 1a was first.. ahaha all the teachers and parents and sec ones were laughing at us. who cares it was such an awesome feeling, like all our efforts paid off.. we were so estatic. hehehehe. all the effort.. stress.. hard work.. all paid off

and i'll never forget peh's suuuppppppeerrr high pitched "whooo!" haha you gotta hear it to believe it.

facils: boom chika boom!
1a: boom chika waka chika waka chika boom!!
facils: are you ready!!
1a: ever ready!!!
facils: i say 1a you say
1a: YO!
facils: 1A!!
1a: YO!!
facils: 1A!!!
1a: YO!!

together: whoo! *clap x 4* - repeat three times!-

yeaahhhhhh..!!!

awesome! oh wow! like totally freak me out i mean right on! *clap clap* 1a sure is number one!!!

and now its back to ctaching up on sch work, studyin hard and tennis trainings

love all of you! <3

2005-12-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

heehee. im fifteen!! :D ooh, finally.

firstly.. Happy Birthday to Christine!! my Dalat friend, born on the same day as me..

okay today had training, went out after that with fangzi. ate, shopped shopped. was a pretty normal day though.. heh. oh well. then we came back, and i went out for dinner with my parents. and i conclude that i ate a lot today. heehee.

anyways, a huge thank you to everyone!! for your wishes, and presents.

thank you daddy for the camera! :D
thank you fangzi for the earrings and necklace! they're really nice, and i love em alot!
thank you shushan for the um, lamp? hehhee.

shushan: im gonna put ur present in ur bag, turn arnd so u dont see
i turn arnd, she puts it in my bag
everyone: shushan! thats a weird present! hahaha

but thanks a bunch anyway! it's not weird. and congrats on winning your match!

thank you Christine for the dog! its so cute, and so thoughtful of you to send me a gift. =)

and thank you so much to all my wonderful friends who wished me,

sandra, rachel ng, sarah peh, sarah chng, daphne, jean, jon, bala/mala, christine, uh, mcdonalds haha, lion! yunsan, all the tennis people! etc.. hehehe. thanks a bunch u guys! :D

and tmr gonna have family dinner/celebration.

and lastttllyyyyyy..

a very very happy birthday to taine elijah lim-eremin!! <333!>

that would be my darling newphew, just born this morning!!

and he is my best gift of all, another nephew!

sebastiens lil bro.. someone in the family shares the same birthday as me!! and i'll get to see him, as well as seb and my aussie cousins in 17 days! gosh i miss them all so much! cant wait. sebasttieeeenn!! <33!>

sebastin and taine sound weird together though. like one's so long and the other so short.

okay gonna sleep!! <33>

2005-11-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

i have no idea why im bloggin.

im gonna be fifteen soon,

and im sad cos im not thaaaaat excited about it.. like when i was younger i couldnt wait for my birthday n was so excited n all? sigh.. its different now..

and as you get older, less proper presents!! like relatives jst give me cash nowadays.. sigh.. i miss tearing open all the pressies.. nvermind.. Christmas is near!!

okay bye, im gonna turn fifteen soooooooonn :D

2005-11-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

i forgot to add.. heehee.

i have like over thirty mozzie bites and a leech bite!

haha the leech bite just couldnt stop bleeding.

and what i forgot to say was CAMP WAS FUN AND I MISS IT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS TOUGH.
and i know why it was thhhaatt much fun. cos there was no high elements!! :D yayy!

k. im gonna laze in bed, read seventeen and sleeeeeep <3

2005-11-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

yayy. IM BACK FROM CAMP! :D

okkaayy. heh. first day, reached there, freaked out. haha the theme was 'back to basics' and it really was! bugs everyway, dusty room&bed, dirty toliet. haha but despite the horrible toliet i found it quite hilarious cos the tap was meant to fill up pails? so its really low? and you gotta bathe in awkwards positions.hahaha ooh and the food makes normal catered camp food seem absolutely yummmyy. hehe. *shudders* okay i dont wanna think about it.

anyways we did tons of water activities like obstacle thingys over the water. and when we had our campout night was so fun! hahaha the waterfall was beautiful, and the sunset at the camp place. and i helped make the basha! and we cooked outdoors. and the next day we had to hike back, like over 'valleys' that are so super steep.. up down up down their like near vertical. hahaha super scary, but fun. okay cant think what else more, ohh yeah. today before coming back to s'pore we had a seafood lunch at this kelong. ohgosh, the food was AWESOME! hahaha.. tasted soo good after 4 days of weird food. and we got to buy icecream! yummmms. :)

I LOVED MY GROUP! HAHA.

anddd i missed my cleeeaaaann home, bed, good food, pine grove people! aha family&friends.

and on valery's blog, she has a photo of these cardboards on this teeny hill in pine grove. and i remember the hugggeee slope before the pool&clubhouse was constructed! hehe it was so fun. like you just take this huge cardboard and slide down. siighhh.. nice childhood memories.wish they still had it. but then again, slope=no pool=no clubhouse=no place to study, no place for cards. hehe!

think tmr i'll just stone arnd and watch tv and dvds the whole day. and i need to eat my subwayy!!

and i wanna watch harrypotter, but not on the first day cos it'll be super crowded with many crazy hp fans, which im not.and if i wanna catch it twice i'll go clementi. cos the shows there are super cheap! like five bucks for mon-wed. oh i caught justlikeheaven with peh before camp. sweeeet (:

okay gotta go.. tired!

2005-11-10T14:40:00.000+08:00

went out with weejia,shushan and fangzi yesterday. anddd.. of cos the two of us were the earliest. anyways.. it was really fun. hahaha. took cool pictures, talked a lot.

came home, fangzi came over. went holland v at like ten haha.. actually we couldve just gone to jelita i realised. but i felt like having coffee bean but in the end i just got coffee from 7-11. came back, played cards til.. 130? haha. went home, she stayed over. gossipped a lot throughout the night. got out of bed today at one plus. she just went home for piano.

i dont wanna watch the exorcism of emily rose! hahaha.

i wanna watch just like heaven, its a chick flick, just my kinda show haha.

sigh

counting the days that pass me by.. twelve more days.

2005-11-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

hahaha. im bloggin. hahaha

SIGH i dont know what to blog about.

camp is next next sunday.

i realise i have no curfew and my parents dont mind me getting back late

i ordered macs delivery for the first time yesterday

i think the coach in benditlikebeckham/ jonathan rhys-meyers is so cute (:

school tmr, then shopping with fangzi and the two old guys hahaha

i love bridge :D

okay im gonna sleep now

2005-10-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

hahaha we got back results.

which were really bad. i failed both maths and chem, so that's really bad. haha..
SIGH. ooh but i passed geog! :D haha i got like 51/100 for essays, and 35/40 for mcq.

well, failing chem was'nt that big of a deal cos get this,

only six people in 3e passed chem.

goodness, that's like so pathetic! haha.. i think like 3a&c prob have almost, if not 100% passes. heehee.

yeah well.. colours yesterday, diedd. my muscles were aching from gym the day before and court shoes didnt help!! heh.

oh well.. going out soon, bye! :D

2005-10-07T20:58:00.000+08:00

sighsighsigh. today was one bad day.

ss- no time! too much time on first essay. took too much time to think on second. literally rushed thru the sourcebased. like fiveminutes for the last two questions? HAHA.
hand died. hand totally smudged black with ink.

bio- though mcq was easy until everyone started comparing papers. paper two, section B- baaddd.

weekend- geogeog amath amath geog amath.. bleahh. im gonna be brainwashed at the end.

2005-10-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

heeheehee. its been a good past few days.

thursday- studied in school. was def a good day (: sakae-ed with sarah,clarissa,ziping after that.

friday- patron's day.. really nice. though they didnt sing eagle's wings.. the church is so beautiful (:
math was cancelled :D went clarissa's house.. its so nice! hehehe. its reallyreally nice.there's this firstfloor apartment with a rather big balcony and when you walk out its the sea.
after patron's day when we went back to school.. eng,ss,assembly. slept 2 out of 3 periods. stonned one out of three periods.

today- airport with sarah hahaha.. we were like, so late? hehe. think we were suppose to meet at clementi at 1030 or 11, but we ended up meeting at 12plus or something. hee. well.. airport was fun. funny, more like. but we got some studying done.. lamented about our horrible results. ate a lot. we've been having expensive food this week!! oh no.. had ikea sometime earlier in the week.. then sakae. and today, swensens for lunch and delifrance for tea/dinner. yeah.. we ended up walking around the airport a lot cos we were in the wrong direction half the time. got confused on the skytrain cos we lost track of which terminal we were at. but we ended laughing at so many things. we randomly flipped throught the residential directory. at the people holding up signs for the tourists arriving. and at barney songs.

yes, its official. we are obsessed over barney songs. but they're so nice! i mean not the sallythecamel one that mitzi likes. okay that's okay i guess but there are so many nicer ones! so cute and funny.. hehehe.

. . . . . . . . . . the studying goes on.

2005-09-28T18:38:00.000+08:00

chem prac. five passers for titration in 3e. nothing more to say.

im so glad today is over. there's always this sense of relief when the wednesday bell goes.. its like. you rest of the week is gonna be a lot more relaxing.. the days will past faster. the weekends will come quicker =) but when the weekend comes you're like.. darn. its gonna be over soon. and a whole new week will start again.

sigh. the more i think about my english paper, the worser it seems,

oh i just found my savage garden affirmation cd yesterday.. its really good. savage garden's like one of my first few favourite bands! and their songs have really nice lyrics. (:

patron saint's day on friday!
so cant wait. i dont understand why people would not want to come! i mean like.. patron's day is one of my favourite days of the school term. everything just feels right. and im so glad i dont have to bring sec one classes to the church.. hee but i foresee i'll be really blur when i reach there!
last year's patron's day seemed just awhile ago. and another year will pass by so quickly that in no time, it'll be me, walking down the church, holding the candle, hoping i wont fall. heh.

so i reaallyyy think that the rest of the week will go well! i hope so.

God bless all <3

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe you’re most attractive features are your heart and soul.
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

2005-09-25T20:40:00.000+08:00

im blogginggg.. for sarah .

ermmm.

i hate chem pracs!! : ( blahhh. oh man i heard the answer was carbondioxide. but i wrote chlorine. cos the limewater didnt turn milky! rahhh.

mm..

happy birthday to many people! (: all sweetfifteens eh.

sarahpeh, gehui, pearlie!, fedora

what else happened.. well of cos so many things happened but i just cant remember. erm english paper tmr? hehe.

computer fixed after a gazillion years.

totally unprepared for endyears. : (

oh yeahh!! they realized that they didnt fit in ourcoregeographyone paper so they reschueduled in and it's on the 17th when im in bangkok!! damn. dont knw what they're gonna do now so.. we'll just wait and see.

went for my nephew's fullmonth today? my onemonthold nephew has a lot more hair than my fewmonths niece. hee so cute.

i miss tennising..

yeahh okay. blog another time. soon, i hope

(:

2005-09-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

so so so very tired.

but well.

today. woke up. math. home. holland v for icecream :D home. finished reading harry potter. i know im kinda slow. im so sad dumbledore died!! slept. woke up. went for match.

oh my gosh. what a match.

really close. won 4-6 6-0 6-4. the sixlove was kinda cool i guess. heh. i got hit in the stomach in the first few points!! owww. heh. but its okay! - to my opponent.

okay, next match tmr at 1245pm. hot hot hot!!

off to have my instant noodles now. bye :D

sorry rahhs and sentosa people i didnt go tday! :(

bestie, good job today ya. keep it up. good luck to us tmr!!! <3>

:D

2005-09-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

ahaha..

errmmms. let's see.

monday, singles. lost two and four. oh man. haha.. erm okay then i dont knw what happened. heh.

tues.. sushi! heh heh. it was so much fun! :D both rahs, kylie and me.

rah peh&kylie: ohh you want this? we share!

rah chng&me: its a buffet!! no need to share! just order!

aha.. then rah chng and i wer totally ordering like crazy at the start? heh.. okay that was all i ate that day. sushi galore :D then we walked arnd. ohh we took neoprints? my first is dont knw how many months? hehehe. then rah chng went off for pingpong! then we walked arnd.

today! ahahha.. math in morning. meeting with mr leslie. council thingy. hahaha i had allthe fastfoods tday!! during lunch everyone else had longjohns. i had longjohns meal and a burger king meal. heh heh. then on the way home i dropped by macs. and after my match i had kfc. hehehe. kinda unhealthy eh.

anyhow.. our match!!our match ahhhh!! we won two and one. hehe. yay! :D next match tmr, 645pm.

i dont knw whether or not to go sentosa tmr. rah chng dont kill me!!

2005-09-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

hellohello! im here. aha

ermmm well.. what to say.

results were'nt very pretty. two failures, two a1s. no idea how i got an a1 for chem

match tmr. not really prepared. ahh well.

holidays are so packed. esp wednesday. bleh.

i got a new phone!! HAHA its this samsung one. you knw the one with many colours? mine is pink [surprise surprise right haha] though it doesnt reaaallllyyy look pink. but im loving it so yeah. still getting used to it though. but it has a camera!! ahhhhh. :D

i caught the perfect catch today. no pun intended heh. it was sweeeet (:

not prepared for eoys at all

ooh friday was fun. after training wee&shushan&i had dinner.. and played pool. HAHA IT WAS A BLAST.

i walked arnd in the rain today.

ive started my harry potter book

sushi buffet sometime this week :D

i <3>

okay this is getting more&more random.

i'll go sleep now im so tired.

<3>

2005-08-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

im blogging hahaha.

ookkaaayyy. hmmm. what's been up past few days..

got back many papers. i actually passed all but there were really low passes like really really low. ohhhh but surprise, surprise i got an a1 for emath!! :D

heeheehee sarah dont kill me now.. but its really surprising aha i never expected my first a1 in sec three to be for math.. haha.

uhh. but my a&e math is literally a&e? like i got an a1 for emath and a e8 for amath? my emath is more than double of my amath? there's a fortyfive mark difference? okay the point is that my amath sucks!! kylie got 79. jorain got 81. i got forty!!! bleh.
if there were some award in progress of emath i'll def get it. eh i think i improved by roughly forty marks and by six grades? hahaha.

okkaaayy. ss was so horrible! like only half of 3c passed and i think eighteen of 3a passed? i failed by half a mark, got zero for the first sbq, and fullmarks for the second. irony irony.

but i did pretty well for assignments so i got 35/50 for overall? oh mann.. getting back all the lit stuff next week. please, an A!!

ohhh but wednesday was a bad day. i just knew it from the moment i almost fell when my foot/shoe got caught in some random girl's bag strap. geog was first, then chinese. big disappointment. they cancelled out this mcq and i actually got it correct.i somehow got the feeling that bio wouldnt be good. then bio, bigger/huge disappointment. training wasnt all that great. i think i went swimming after that so that felt nice

okay on to happier stuffs..

training today wasso fun!! hehe. all trainings should be like todays.

*there's something wrong with my 'e' button! it's really hard to press.

ooh shopping tmr!! im like so dying. after we got back ss paper i was so depressed and had the sudden urge to shop. like you knw spendspendspend, buy all the clothes/bags/heels you fancy and after a week you realise you wont really wear them so often? ahhh but heck.

its the weekend :D but somehow it'll pass by quickly and we'll all be mourning bout monday again. council meeting,doublechinese,recess duty,get back lit papers, etc? and then tues doublemath.. blah. well you get my point.

i've been sleeping so early this week. so even when i sleep at tenplus i'll feel tired. hee.

so yeah. im in a weirdly happy mood. and i have a feeling tmr will be an awesome day. i really really hope it will be. and i had a bad dream last night but i cant remember what.

okay goodbye world. i'll be stonning online for awhile more. Love you guys

see, told you i was in a weird mood.

between now and then,
until i see you again,
i'll be loving you..
love, me.

2005-08-09T19:36:00.000+08:00

heehee. yayy i've caught charlie and the chocolate factory!! :D

with sarah&lizzy yesterday. hehe.

k yesterday.. reached school. blah. handing over ceremony, we were all dying, standing whilst the rest of the school sat! bleh. concert. the sec two cheer was funnyy. haha.. then they played all these national songs and this years song came up and we were all like edlyn edlyn! your song!! hahaha. k.. then prata after that!! hehe. after that.. sarah dropped me of home. (hahaha so nice) stonned at home, checked movie timings. practically everywhere was full so we went to tiong. we were the threeblackpeople. sarah and i bought chocolate in cos we were afraid we would get a craving during the movie haha.. and like almost the entire theatre were littlepeople! as in kids! gosh the guy next to lizzy was so annoying. he kept on laughing annoyingly when it wasnt even funny? SIGH.

ohhh. and the show was nice okay! though it was rather plotless, like it just followed the book and quite dumb and all. it was entertaining okay! and quite funny hahaha. lamely funny. but stll funny. hehehe. and charlie and is SO cute! haha. when he opened the bar that had the golden ticket the whole cinema was like *gasp* "ahhhhhhhhh..!"

see sarah, ive blogged!! i think there are more stuff to blog but i cant think of it. okkayy shall start my chem. hehe (:

2005-08-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

heeheehee.

i'm so glad that thursday is finally here!! i mean like, thursdays rock their the next best days after weekends. mondays,tues,weds are like so hectic and horrible? like doublemath everyday, puregeog everyday, chinese. and the days are so longg and draggyy. hehe.

no mondaytuesdaywednesday lessons next week! hahaa. damn i feel slack.

so yeah. today was super tired! slept at like 12 past few days and i almost died today. haha.. like geog test.. and next period amath test. im so screwed. anyhow.. during doublebio my eyes just couldnt open? i fell asleep for about fifteen minutes! but i so needed it.. was so awake after that.

napfa. sigh. to put it nicely, i got three As! uh okay that doesnt exactly sound that good.. but anyway.. my broad jump was just average, sit and reach hurt SO much, 2.4 was just plain bad. and i wanted to really do well in one thing so i did an insane number of pull-ups haha.

then handing over rehearsal. was so longg. and tiring! like we totally stood for the longest time! on that itl be worst.. ahhhh.

alright im gonna do my chem and then SLEEP (:

sarahh! pictures tomorrow, yes?

2005-08-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

heehee.. okay. im back to blogging! hahaha.

yay i like my new layout. its cute. heh.

anyways.. sooo many things have happened in the past month! pearly's our new pres! heehee.. she's so cute.. napfa's tomorrow. kylie! we must stretch okay! and there's handing over ceremony? we're gonna pass over a candle? gosh. and since cherie wont be handing over to me i'll just be standing there all lone with this candle?? ahhhhh nooooo.

ooh i made new specs today! their purple and their cool. (: and i got new schoolshoes. ohhh and phototaking! hahaha for tennis i was in the lastrow. heeheehee. the photographer was superly fast? hehe.

geez i really hate lessons. specifically, in random order, math,chinese,chem,geog. chinese is ultra ultra boring. anyhow we have like supersuper long weekend this weekend.

but saturday.. flag day. i still dont get why they call it flagday but anyhow.. monday is nationalday celebration and handing over. and we're going out for prata! yay. :D tues i think we're celebrating my grandad's birthday. we're having some buffet. ooh yumyumm (:

and i'll mug real hard over this time.. really! haha. but there's gotta be one day for charlie&the chocolate factory.. (:

rahhh. geog and amath test tomorrow.

oh im addicted to cards now! hehhe. esp bridge. fangzi and i will just drag anyone we know to play hehehe.

and i think the rest of the year will pass super fast! like CAs, then sept hols, pestasukan tournament, then mugmugmug for endyears. so yeah, hols! and fifteen, officially (:

2005-07-13T18:33:00.000+08:00

we dissected a heart today!!!

that was the total highlight of the day/week man. wednesdays are oh so boring. esp if bio is theory. and if fangzi doesnt go for training. but anyhow. we have a lit test tmr. it was SO pressurising i tell you. some 'o' level paper. and kylie was like writing a lot! which prompted me to write quite a bit too. and yeah.

im sick again =/

and anyway. we dissected a heart! it was so so cool. haha.. eecky&disgusting at first but cool after awhile. cant believe i forgot my cam!! bleh.

i cant wait for racial harmony day. im selling popcorn! ahaha.

i dont like math. i dont like being tickled! my bill is gonna be way high this month. oh sigh.

alright, out.

2005-07-06T17:59:00.000+08:00

hahaha. im blogging. at last. hahaha

okkaayy.. day by day..

friday

theresian awards day!! it hurt. the court shoes. the blisters. our un-breathable feet. sigh. poor us.

sunday

milk run!! ahaha.. went sch with fangzi.. and like since we were cheerleaders once everyone ran past us we had nothing to do? so we just sat outside grand copthrone and talked.. and made fun of stacy.. hahaha it was fun. then dinner out with the tennisers and dinner was one big joke hahahaha.. and stacy and her bubble tea thing.. ahaa.. we were like some poor girls cos we were paying in coins.. like we left home cos of our huge bags and all.. hahhaha..

monday

uhh.. what happened on monday? ohh yeahh youth day! aha. went out with fangzi. we watched war of the worlds which was scarryy. to me. haha. it was pretty good i guess.. then walked arnd everywheree.. we were just dying to shop but we couldnt find anything we liked.. we saw shushan at paragon! hahaha.. with like i dont knw how many bags.. then we went to xcessorise/xcessoris at paragon and we were like yayyy nice things!! hahah we spent so much time there.. and i ended up getting a top,earrings&a bracelet.. my earrins&bracelet are like white&pink.. which is apparently "so me" .. haha..

tuesday

tuesday. school. urgh. pretty bad day.
erm. i passed both a&e math tests so that was good. :D

but erm.. geog.. the whole class didnt do corrections so shes making us copy the entire midyr paper.. the questions.. incl diagrams.. gosh..

todayy!

aha. todays lessons were so boring. kylie&i concluded that our only interesting lesson now is bio. but mrs leong wont be teaching us for a while so that sucks. anywayy. bio was so cool. we're gonna be dissecting a heart soon!! ahahha.. cool.. it was fun. but our bio prac test after sch was not!! poor lion read the thingy wrongly.. argh it was rather bad.. oh well.. and like we were all concentrating so hard i felt depressed after that.. haha training was slack..we were so lethargic.. cos we didnt have lunch.. and we were like consume sugar! itl give you energy! ha.. but yah..

hahaha friday we're having dinner at keppel with dear shushan cos its her birthday.. hahaha..actually sunday but yeah. she just wants us to celebrate it with her!! hahaha.. yeah.. hmm.

k.. got plenty of homeowrk.. and geog copying.. roaarr.

and say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime

now my life is blessed with the love of an angel..

2005-06-29T19:09:00.000+08:00

heehee. alright... tmr's there's no math!! hahaha. okay, like everyone's favourite day?

a math today was. bad. ? and emath test on friday! grr.

but fangzi and i have been oh so guai and studying so very much. really! hahaha.
training today was so so fun!! hahaha. we have this group thingy now. and weejia&fangzi&jorain are in my group? but jorain didnt come. but still was so so fun! hahaha.

okayy. friday. 2.4!!! ahhhhhh! someone save me.. haha. and then theresian awards day! courtshoes&blazers. sarahhhh!! what are we gonna do? man.. i hope there wont be a repeat of the middle-east-audi-stairs thing. haha..

oh well.. and sunday's the milk run thing. im a cheerleader! hahaha. okay.

=)

2005-06-27T18:20:00.000+08:00

on saturday i woke up, and when i tried to talk, no voice came out.

so that was really bad. and after that my voice sort of came back, but not really. and that sucked.. like i couldnt talk!! gosh..

anyways now my voice is almost back to normal.. hoho but i have a deep and sexy voice now as everyone says.. hahaha.

so. first day of school. im taking 4j with germaine! and both sides of their line have like bags everywhere so we cant walk through? anyhow. today sarah came to me and happily told me that emath was first period. what a way to start the week..

and we had double chinese today and we were rebanded and had this super long talk bout the new o level format. so. yeah the rebanding. to put it nicely, im in the 4th best class! haha.. sarah's better. save the best for last. im the best!
im in lion's and kylie's class now.

and the new time table is well, weird. but thursday the new official favouriteday of everyone, just because there's no math that day. tmr there's doublemath, first thing in the morning =/

and the milk run thingy is on sunday. oh just kill me now. okay im talking to myself again.
and our elit teacher is mrs jo phang now.. the purelit girls got misskoh!

so... yeahhh. that was basically the first day of school. fangzi and i have this wonderful studyplan that we're sure will improve our grades.. haha. lets hope we stick to it.

<333!!>

2005-06-22T20:05:00.001+08:00

k.. ive realised i have'nt blogged in a looonnnnnggg time. hahaha. alright.

erms. so fangzi went kl for a couple of days.. she came back. she got me gum [which you have not passed to me!!] haha.. yeah. erms. monday tennised with fangzi and hanz.. and then i fell sick with really really really sucked. like seriously i almost died on monday night. like waking up every hour and.. urgh. just sucked. now the fever's subsided but ive got a sore throat. and i passed by sickness to hanz cos i shared my water with him during tennis. =/ oops.

anyhow. orals on tues were bad too. they rescheduled the thing, so i was one of the last instead of second. hoho. orals were horrible. =/

so basically ive been at home, like all the time.

and today i finally got outtt!! heh heh ..it was my mummy's birthday so yeah. heh.

annndd i went shopping :D which made me feel better! aha. got a top and a handbag. oh gosh their like SO cool, their both black but with pink. and my handbag has this pictures of two hearts and a rose btwn em and it says london. :D
its so pretty!

yayy.

anyhow. i hope i feel a whole ton better tmr. fangzi and i still have alotlikelove&iceprincess on our list to watch. and erm, finishing homework =/

2005-06-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

2005-06-15T19:19:00.000+08:00

hee hee.. today was fun..

went over to fangzi's when she finally woke up.. hahaha.. we ordered pizza.. yumms. her bro&cousin were there too.. yeah. and we'll be like.. use the headphones if you wanna listen to music!! haha.. yeah. we watched titanic&moulin rouge. gosh i cried a whole lot during titanic.. its really sad yeah.. haha.. and we were totally so comfy thruout the movies.. haha.. then later i used her com and transferred more songs to my mp3.. and mz sent us the two moulin rouge songs.. haha thankyou mitzi! haha.. k i dont think she'll read this.. anyhow.. when i was online.. roaarrr i so regretted sth.. *knocks my head*

aanndddd. my horoscope was so true today.. it was sth like wednesday's an uneventful day, but something unexpected will happen and liven you up.. totally.. aha

kk. tennis later! =) tmr fz's going off.. i'll miss youu!! haha.. nikki i miss you too! both of you better come back soon.. i'll have no one to talk to thru phone&sms&msn. : (

right. i better start packing for tennis. eyeforaguy laterr. howarrdddd!!

2005-06-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

whhheee.. okiedokes.. mm..out with bestie today again.. haha.. we went to suntec.. and blah..yeah.. walked arnd.. tried clothes.. etc.. haha.. then we were about to go home.. we dropped by mrsfields at esplanade so i could get my cookie..so much for reduced sugar intake..haha.. then we went outside the esplanade..where you can see the fullerton hotel.. which i really like by the way... haha and took super ,many photos.. haha.. some ppl helped us take.. but they sorta didnt zoom in so we look teeny in the pics!! haha..yeah its nice to take pictures there! haha.. and there was this volkswagon.. in this cool design.. so we took pics with it too.. haha. we got the moulin rouge dvd.. whee..

and we have a somewhat grand plan of watching titanic, followed by moulin rouge.. on wednesday.. close the curtains, on the air-con.. haha.. i dunno why we're subjecting ourselfs to such sadness and depression.. haha.. oh well.. itl be sweet though. and we're hoping that there'll be a moulin rouge the musical.. and a pact that if we're both single when the musical comes to town, we'll go with each other to watch.. haha.. yeah.

i lost my earring jst now.. and i put up a 'lost' notice in my house for anyone to call me if they've seen it.. i dunno why i did that since its only my parents who will read it.. no one's found it so far..shucks.. haha

im lending my not-in-use ipod mini to fz when she goes kl.. yeah well, i think the ipod is overrated.. so yeah. its not that big a deal to me to have an/a ipod. fangzo, i know i owe you loads, but since i oh-so-kindly am lending you my ipod, buy something nice for me when you go kl!! hahaha..

ooh and fz's bro has like two free tix for wild wild wet or wet wet wild or wild wet place or whatever that place is called.. and he gave it to fangzi&i. hahaha.. so nice. hehehe. please, someone tell me the slides aint all that high. and he gave fz one free tic to for the escape theme park. i really doubt il go with her. haha. il prob jst go on the familycoaster or smth. hahaha.

okay.. im sleepy.. nitey.. <3>

2005-06-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

whhheee.. alright.today was a short day. i guess.

haha.. woke up, lunched at holland v with parents, went queensway,bought a racket,came home,church,dinner,home.

okay i dont really knw why im blogging cos there's really nothing much to blog..

anyways. i think i'm going perth in august!! whheeee... hope so.. think as long as airtickets and stuff are book-able.. i shld be going.. so yayy.. haha =)

2005-06-11T23:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. okay.. went out with fangzi&her lil bro today. okay not lil . haha

they went to their orthodontist first.. which was like super fast.. haha.. then had pasta. then i was like.. ehhh his voice broke already?! hahha.. i think its like the first guy, rather boy's voice that ive witnessed to be broken haha.. like a few weeks ago his voice was still erm, not deep and now its deep!! haha..

ermm yeah.. then after pasta we got icecream from taka and walked to far east for yifeng to cut his hair.. then fangzi and i went shopping arnd there.. haha.. then we went to heeren and taught yifeng how to define an ahlian haha.. k kinda mean .. hahha..

and at heeren it was like so funny.. like fz and i would go into like girly shops and yifeng wld have to follow us.. haha.. and when we were getting out our money we like dumped our hair rubberbands to him .. hahhah..yeah it was funnyy..

then we went to the skateboard bus stop.. and the scenerio was sth like this..

me: oh my gosh look!! seven is there start running!
fz: ya.. start runnung!
yifeng: no need..
us: need!!

so we literally sprinted... then when we were kinda near ..
fz&i: yifeng!! run ahead of us and flag the bus! you;re wearing shoes and we're in heels!

hahha.. okayy.in the end we missed the bus! ohh sigh. hahaha and we stopped at caltex to buy more icecream.. haha came home.. fz&i trashed yifeng in pool and he trashed us in table soccer..yeah

played tennis with my dad,and uncle and two more ppl just now. there were bats everywhere!! urghh. hehe

Everybody wants to be loved
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold on to
Just like a helpless child (yeah)
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know its all right
Chorus
It's been a long time coming down this road
and now I know what I've been waiting for
just like a lonely highway
I'm trying to get home,
Love's been a long time coming.
You can love for a lifetime
You could love for a day
You can think you've got everything but
Everything is nothing when you throw it away (yeah)
Then you look in my eyes
And I have it all once again
Chorus
Didn't know I was lost
Till you found me
Didn't know I was blind
But now I see
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know its all right
It's been a long time coming down this road
And now I know what I've been searching for
Been a long, long highway
And now I see oohooh
Love's been a long time
Oh been a long time
Love's been a long time coming.

2005-06-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

whhheeee... okay i didnt go neeta's party in the end. long story. sorry neetaaa!!

anyways. went out with fz&my mum today.. haha had marche at suntec.. then dentist.. and i was praying so SO hard that i wouldnt have a cavity.. he did some x-ray on me that really hurt..yes the x-ray hurt okayy.. haha.. and in the end i was okay.. i was soo relieved!! hahaa.. but he said 'cut down on your sugar intake' shucckkss. haha

then came home.. blah.. went to the gym after dinner.. i did the treadmill and 2000 strides on the stepstep thingyy!! haha.. thats what we call it.. heh.

ohh tmr im going out with fz and her bro.. to their orthodontist haha.. whheee.. cant wait!!

yayy fangzi i like using your phone.. it has my necessities.. haha..

love's been a long time coming..

2005-06-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

whhheeee.. okayy.. hehe

yesterday was..well. tiring. haha.. fangzi&i were going out for a movie. when we met at the pool i realised that my shoes reeaaallllyyy didnt match what i was wearing. so we went up to my house so i could change shoes. then we walked to the busstop and when we were in the middle of the overhead i realised that i had forgotten to bring my specs. like we went all the way back for me to get them. and finally we walked back to the busstop and erm went on the bus. hehe. during lunch this lady trying to sell perfume came to us and, speaking in really rapid chinese went bout her perfume and all that and then she said.. so are you two sec one or sec two?? grrrrrrr. haha.. and in the end she realised that we REALLY didnt have enough money to buy anything and yeah. so we were like she shld have just asked us how much we had before going on and elaborated on what she had to elaborate on.

then we watched mr&mrs smith. which was. pretty cool, tons of action, and a verrryyy hot brad pitt (:

right. and eye for a guy last night was so nice. howard is soooooo sweett!! really.. gosh. i melt at the stuff he does.. =) my mum was like saying howard would plant flowers and nurture them and blah and give them to denise but wolfgang would jst buy em from the florist.. haha..

today. lunched with mummy,came home. went downstairs to play card.. and then fangzi&i switched phones!! haha.. itsorta went like this..

me: sigh.. i want a flip phone.. SIGH.
fz: im tired of my flip phonez!
me: ohh lets swap!
fz: ohh yess!!

so yeah we switched and im using her samsung now.. heh. tmr dentist (urgh) and neeta's parrttyyyyy!! =)

2005-06-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. today was fun.. went out with fangzi.. watched monster-in-law..
ahhhhh michael varten!! hahaha.. anyway the show was funnyy.. hehehe. andd.. i wore my new shoes out and cos it was like the first time i actually wore them, they gave me horrible blisters. and it was really painful! so i went to buy plasters and they kept falling off!! oops.

then just now we went to the gym. okayy technically not, just now. but like at eight. yeah. so im tired now! hahaha.. i knw fangzi isnt. when i was jogging she was like running super fast on the treadmill hahaha.. yeah.

oliverjames- long time coming

Everybody wants to be loved
Every once in a while
We all need someone to hold on to
Just like a helpless child
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know its all right
Chorus
It's been a long time coming down this road
and now I know what I've been waiting for
just like a lonely highway
I'm trying to get home,
Love's been a long time coming.
You can love for a lifetime
You could love for a day
You can think you've got everything but
Everything is nothing when you throw it away
Then you look in my eyes
And I have it all once again
Chorus
Didn't know I was lost
Till you found me
Didn't know I was blind
But now I see
Can you whisper in my ear
Let me know its all right
It's been a long time coming down this road
And now I know what I've been searching for
Been a long, long highway
And now I see
Love's been a long time
Oh been a long time
Love's been a long time coming.

does anyone know if oliver james has an album? =)

2005-06-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

okay.. last night, the puerta vs davydenko match went on for ages..like it was never ending or smth.. puerta eventually won it in five sets and like yay, at last nadal could play! by then it was like 1239.. thruout the nadal vs federer match i fell asleep like many times.. til arnd 2 plus and i just went to bed cos i was super sleepy..

and today i got up quite early cos i was just dying to know the score.. and nadal won!! =) =)
6-3 4-6 6-4 6-3.. hehehe..

tonights the womens finals.. henin-hardenne vs pierce!! im totally rooting for henin.. she's the best..

no tennis for me today! which was great cos i just needed a break from hitting those yellow balls.. didnt go kallang in the end.. i just woke up.. watched wimbledon, as in the movies, went out with my mum , came back, and im here. (:

my attempt to hide my report book from my dad was unsucessful.. i initially planned to hide it somewhere.. but i totally forgot and yeah he saw it jst lying on the table.. oops..

shucks.. my mp3 earphones are spoilt..

i feel so relaxed right now.. like no more books, exams, no more competitions, no more tennis.. so thats great yeah.. =)

and if i lived a thousand years you know,
i never could explain.
the way i lost my heart to you,
that day.
but if destiny decided i should look the other way,
then the world would never know,
the greatest story ever told,
and did i tell you that i love you, tonight

2005-06-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

im patiently waiting for the nadal vs federer match to begin.. ive been stonning, using the com for the past two hours and im getting bored. and i wanna sleep but gosh, its nadal against federer!! its gonna be super cool.. and i reaaallllyy hope nadal will win. fangzi&i were saying he looks like a neopet. okay that was dumb. anyway, davydenko, please win your match soon so nadal can get on the court and play!!

*continues stoning.. waiting.. * bleh.

2005-06-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

im tired!! hahaha..

we had our quarters today.. and we got trashed. yeah.. we were like.. just go out there and have fun.. and we were like.. having fun! okay does that make sense? anyways. like halfway thru we were like.. i think they (our opponents) think that we're weird cos we still laughing though we're losing so badly.. hahaha..yeah..

came home.. and we wanted to go swimming.. so yeah then we were like too tired to actually swim so it was more of walking in the water and like pulling ourselves around.. hahaha.. we looked like we didnt know how to swim or sth.. and theres this like shower thingy in the pool? then fangzi went under and i poked her head. then she came up and was like excitedly telling me that when you're under the thingy it feels like someone is poking you on the head.. and i was like, i was!! hhahaha..

then we went to get food cos we were starving.. and we were like talking bout last nov&dec and the weird stuff we used to do.. hahaha.. yeah.

so yeah, tmr may be going down to kallang to watch.. its like ive been playing tennis everyday since sat! so yeah. time for a break (;

oohh i got back my report book. shuckcs i failed emath by one mark. oh wells..

k gotta go.. -hugs.

2005-06-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.. haha.. im feeling a lil crazy right now.. i think its cos of fangzi.. hoho.

anyways.. today was jst so.. hilarious. hahahha she came over and we wanted to make soup right but we couldnt open the can! so we were like.. okayokay go borrow can opener from neighbour and try to open.. so we went to the house diagonally opposite of mine cos i said the maid is really friendly.. and we were like, ermm.. can we borrow your can opener?haha.. and she even helped us open the cans! hahaha... and she was like gonna make soup right? enjoy your yummy soup! hahaha.. so cute. can you just imagine the sight of us carrying two opened cans back to my house? haha..

then the pizza came and i gave like 21dollars and he was like can i keep 5cents? and i was like yeah yeah.. haha..

and then, we were playing tennis with chelsy.. there was this guy in the other court whose friend was late.. and we were like shld we ask if he wants to join us? and whilst debating bout that he came over and was like.. my friend is late, can i join you? and we were like yeah we were about to ask you anyway.. haha his friend was like 45 minutes late! hahaha..

talking to fangzi online now and we're having this real dumb conversation.. haha..

right. wish us luck for our doubles tmr! and come down to support us if you're free.. kallang 2pm.. yupp.. <33!>

2005-06-02T12:23:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. fangzis coming over in a lil while and we're just gonna chill and have lunch&watch some dvds. and guess what we cant decide what to eat. pizza or soup&bread? haha. we're gonna toss a coin. oh wait we're gonna have both soup&pizza now cos they go well together. haha that doesnt make much sense but ohwell. and now we gotta choose what type of soup to cook. rather, what type of soup fangzi's gonna cook.hahaha

and at kallang yesterday there were SO mnay cute lil children! oh gosh.. they were SO SO adorable!! hahaha.. like under10 doubles? and four really cute, small boys playing? and they are really good for their age!! so adorable i wanted to like adopt them all or sth. hahha okay thats crazy..

i bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow, watch the stars crash in the sea

2005-06-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. im like so so tired right now.. okay.. what happened the last few days? tennis tennis and more tennis. erm. on monday.. or tuesday i dunno had singles. i played Denise Lwin hahaha she's super pro'd yeah anyway i lost 1-6, 4-6 but its okay cos i had tons of fun and i think i played quite okay so yeah. hahaha. the match was just hilarious. like every break i'd be pouring cans of 100plus into my bottle. and halfway during this point, this paddle pop wrapper flew outta the bin into the court.. hahaha and it almost went into the next court so i was like chasing after it to pick it up.. that was super funny.. hahaha.. yeah.

and then yesterday was so tiring. hahah.. i went to send chris&su ann off and fangzi came with me. hahah.. and on the way back we were like. lost. cos like from the airport you gotta change some train some where? okay i have no idea what happened, but all of a sudden the train was like going banckwards, as in toward the direction of the airport. haha.. yeah. cos at pasir ris the train stopped for 10minutes, and almost everyone went out but both of us were still happily sleeping in the train so yeah. we got lost. on the singapore train. geez wonder what will happen if we were overseas.

and then went for lunch.. blah. had our match in the evening that lasted for three hours! think i reached home arnd 10. so tired. yeah we won 6-2 4-6 7-5/ i think our playing was rather screwed up so yeah, we gotta step up our game ya? i think we're playing victorie&anne on friday. hohoho. good luck to us.

and i didnt go for math class today cos i was SO extremely tired and i couldnt wake up. im still tired now.. we were supposed to go watch monster-in-law today but not anymore cos we just feel. tired. yeah. hahah..

okay..later..

2005-05-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. okay, woke up, went for lunch, came back late and i had to rush to pack all my stuff and go down to kallang.. and on the AYE there was this huge sign that said massive jame after bv. like oh great. but the jam wasnt all that massive. anyway after like ages, i finally reached there and rushed to sign in. and my match was the only girls match scheduled for that timeslot!! hahah..like all the courts were guys. so yeah anyway, played my match and i won love and love haha.. yeah. il be playing the #1 next. hohoho.

hmmm i went suntec after tt but didnt get anything cos i really didnt want to try clothes , and that would have been pretty mean to the shoppeople considering i had just finished my match and was sticky,dirty etc..

ooh and i saw this super pink girl at kallang. pink top, bright pink bag, both racket grips were light pink. hahhaha.. pink-er than me!!

yeah.. and il be so glad after this week.. so busy.. after that i can relax!

AND. during council gathering, we had teambuilding games. with balloons which kept bursting! everyone screamed each time one burst hahaha.. so hilarious..and this team building game we were supposed to write our values on the balloon [ thick marker please! ] and keep em in the air. you know, uphold our values? like sarah said, it was literally upholding. hahah.. all of us kept the balloons in the air cos we didnt want them to burst on the nails on the floor!! hahaha

oh well.. I LOVE THE COUNCIL!! =)

2005-05-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm okay i think i like typing in blue these days hahah..

oh well.last night. sleep! like finally. after sleeping at like 1plus past few nights. tues i got back frm bangkok n i cldnt sleep til like one. wed.. urm i dunno why i slept late. thurs night. hohoho. i went for the midnight meltdown sale at wisma. the sales were really great. reached home arnd 12. and if you had used your uob credit card you get extra discount!

thats why during amazing race, the question - what is the official credit card for greatsingaporesale i happily told evryone it was uob and it was actually mastercard.

ohhh and another question:

_______ has the look. who am i?

our answer-

SAC has the look. who am i? we are THE committee!

hahha.. i heard slc wrote mr leslie has the look to suck up to him.. hahah.. and lpp kept going on bout how slc wld win and they had time to shop n they came back at 330 but they were still last hohoho.

see i told you sac is a joke. hahah..

and while we were running arnd in PE TEES AND BERMS (oh gosh i cant believe we actually wore that!) there this guy like.. on excursion ah?

like noooo.. not in orchard!!

so yeah. and our sac impromptu amusing race skit went well.. hahhah.. \

yeah yeah okay i gotta go.. lunch then ive gotta match at 230.. yeah wish me luck! =)

2005-05-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

heehee.. today so rocked!! hahaha

morning wasnt all that great.. had mass..blah.. got holiday schedule and i found out that i have lessons the whole week... argh. that really changed my mood.. and i was so irritated after that and yeah..

and then our council get together!! seriously, it was SO SO fun!! those who didnt go really missed out on A LOT..hahhaa.. it was like one of the funnest days this year.. hahha esp our amazing race!!!

gosh.. SO many funny thingy happened, i cant even describe. i guess its kinda you gotta be there to enjoy it all.. it was so , so awesome. SAC so rocks..

k il just talk bout some funnystuff.. hahaha..

firstly whenever we found an answer.. fer&resa would be like jumping up and down and pointing. "there!! there!! i found it!
it was so crazy&cute.. hahahhaha.. sarah n i just kept laughing..and we would all be like.. shhh!! dont point! act normal.. dont let the other teams see!.. hahaha fer is so crazy and resa is so blur!! so cute hahah..

miss gracie goh followed our team..

oohh and at bbq sac performaed a skit.. of the funny events that happened today!! hahahah..

1) outside heeren. they were having a roadshow..

guy: come come! anyone with a credit card! any card! you get a $50 voucher!! come!
us: hey miss goh do you have a credit card?? you get 50 bucks voucher!! look!
miss goh: *super excited* 50 dollar voucher?? where where! i have a credit card!! haha

*happily goes over*

guy- is there your teacher?
us- uhh.. yeahh..
guy- hmm.. foxy!

hhahah it was like SO funny .. hahahha..

2) this is so embarressing. hehehe. went macs for lunch. sarah wanted to get drinks from cold storage. basically she chooses the drink on the top shelf. cant reach. jumps. jumps. jumps. knocks one down. uh on. kind TALL lady helps her. hahah

3) hhaha this one is hilarious. we didnt have much time to get back to sch. so from taka,we literally sprinted all the way. past wisma. knocking into people.. sercurity guard scolded us.. hahaa.. then shihui and resa went missing!! hahaha

miss goh -on the phone- WHERE. ARE. YOU?! still walking? run!! haha.. eh she hung up on me!!

hahaha hilarious.. so we cont sprinting.. til orchard mrt..sprinted up the stairs.. hahha got to the top. this is really good..

traffic light, 12 more secs to walk. then we see 65 at the busstop. exactly there.

pearl- come on!! we can make it!!

everyone sprints like crazy across the road with like 7 secs left.

wowww that part we really exaggerrated and acted it out super super dramatic-ly hahha

it was really really fun.. hahah the answers to the quuestions were all on sign boards, posters. fer has super sharp eyes! hahha.. it was really fun.. hehehee

then bbq!! ahaha.. sarah&i got uncooked fishballs! hehehehe.. then we had our skit.. and results!! sac was 2nd, 54correct. smc 1st, 55!! hahah just one more.. but we're still winners.. hahha.. sarah&i concluded that sac is one big joke.. haha we're jst so .. lame crazy weird!... hhahah... well sac really stands for sillyandcrazy you see. hahha.. pearl,sarah,benny and i formed the gss!! hahaha.. so lame..

well today was just so awesome and fun..the main aim, to bond tgt, get to know your members better, relax&have fun. it was all achieved. we really learnt more about each other and just had a great time together.

so yes, council rocks and so does sac!! =)

2005-05-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

haha okay.. i think this is gonna be a pretty long post.. but read on! hahaha..

k. bangkok was fun i guess.. shopped alot, ate alot. theres this place kinda like marche.. but its tons cooler. the deco is like so nice.. like candles.. and streams on water throughtout the huge place.. like very zen. yeah. and i finally got new tennis shoes! i wore my old ones to school today and it was totally soaked cos of the rain n there were holes and yeah..

okayy got back all results today. like wow i passed my a math!! 58/100. made tons of careless mistakes or else i cldve gotten 60. hehehe. failed emath though. no surprise. geog was like.. so scary cos mr sng was like.. dont be too upset, a lot of you wont be able to take your marks.. like gosh.. haha but yeah i still passed. overall i improved, other than emath&chinese. so i guess its good that i improved, but bad that my improved marks are still really low? oh well. room for improvement i guess. hehehe.

we had two talks today. the second one was.. erm.. educational. right sarah? hahah.. then fz and i cabbed to keppel .and we reached really late so after warmingup and a few drills it was the end alr? hahaha.. and i think we might have physical trg during the hols!! and its like only physical trg, not tennis trg!! rahhh. =(

haha today was just hilarious..with sarah&kylie and the rest.. hahha..ohkay i realised that if i had taken purelit i cldve scored an 'a'.. oh wells.. whheee.. theres speech day coming up and i do hope we wont have to wear blazer&court shoes!! ooh and theres the council gathering this friday which i think will be SO fun.. hahha i hope il be in sarahs group. follow the clouds! ahaha.. we're like the lamest and silliest people..haha..

gosh..i cant wait for spex.. hehehhehe.

okay and in the car on the way back i wanted to tell my mum smth.. and i kept going one,two,three tell! but i nvr did, and fz kept prompting me to do so.. and the conversation kinda went like this..

me: erm mum you know chris is leaving soon right? to like study?
mum: yeah..
me: im going to go send him off k..fangzi is coming with me..
mum: oh okay.. when is it..
me: erm. wed. as in exactly one week from now..
mum: dont you have a match? what time is his flight?
me: yeah i have a match ..erm... eh.. 8am? hehe..
mum: huh?! SO early! means he will be there at like 6am? ask him take later flight lah!

shucks i typed out a longer part but it didnt get posted.. ahhhh. oh wells.

<33>

2005-05-20T19:04:00.000+08:00

hee hee.. today has been a really good day..

my horoscope for today shouldve been something like 'expect the unexpected' or smth like that.. seriously..

firstly,chris replied me. i wasnt really expecting it and okay i dunno why but yeah. =)

and then emathone paper was pretty easy.. which everyone is glad because we all know how bad papertwo was. il def get a single digit.

and we got back our language papers..chinese was average i guess.. but i have'nt counted in my tingli.. well i got my yihan zhaoju question correct okay! hahaha.. i made up this really ridiculous sentence..come ask me what it is.. hahah.. english was pretty good i guess.. i got 68. 67.8 to be specific but nevermind. so yayy.. haha.. info report&compo pulled me down though.. i think..

okay. and then this one is really unexpected. i think its the biggest surprise ive had this year.. hahah.. okay i received our spex schedule. spex is this quarterly tennis tournament.. and for doubles fangzi&i are ranked #2!! i mean like how cool is that?! hahha.. yeah. like #2. woww.. thats really high. so yeah. im so proud of us!! hahahhaah.. whhheeee.. thats like the best piece of news ive received in awhile too.. haha so yeah.

and i so cant wait for spex (: tennis tennis tennis!

alright.. im going bangkok tmr.. so you guys takecare! (:

greateststoryevertold - oliverjames

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams
I could've prayed for
There you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad, I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you That day.
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body Close to mine.
Its the way we touch that sends me
Its a way we'll always be
Your kiss, your pretty smile you know I'd die for
Oh baby, your all I need.
And if I lived a thousand years You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you That day.
But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you,
Just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight?

2005-05-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

ah well.. past two days have been okay i guess. feeling draggy though
anyway we're like suppose to stay back tmr to check papers? and i know everyones like so upset boutit cos its so last minute.. like dora math partner is going overseas.. and neeta and yang and huimes and gang are gonna watch star wars and they've alr bought the tix. so yeah. but its like is sarah didnt tell me i wouldnt have known? and then lion wouldnt know. and yeah the chain goes on. basically all those who didnt go sch tmr/yest wouldnt know so yeah. so its kinda irritating cos everyones made plans and besides, who wants to check papers two hours after theyve completed their last paper? yeah. ohwell.

tennis today. haha.. we played awhile then it started raining so we went to the shelter and talked and then we went back and my feet were soaking since i wear tennis shoes with holes hahaha so yeah. geez i hope tmrs emathone goes well. or else im so screwed for emath. well ive been practising tons of math so i hope tmr goes well. and we're getting backeng&chinese tmr. oh gosh.

yeah.. anw im feeling pretty down now.. maybe its the rain haha.. and ive put more songs into my mp3 so now it has a kinda sad/dark theme to all the songs.. hahha.. yeah.

alright i gotta go.. gonna do math on heymath haha..

i didnt mean to fall in love with you,
and baby theres a name to what you put me through,
it isnt love,its robbery

i cant let go, when will this night be over?

and i miss you so

2005-05-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

whheeee.. hee hee.

bio&geog over!

heh. no school for next two days, and e math one on fri. c'mon.. just one more paper!! haha.. i think my combi is the only one with two days off.. okay i shall stop rubbing it in. hehe.

alright, yayy! can catch up on my sleep tonight. =)

2005-05-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

hahhaah.. im just so SO happy right now!!hehheehe..

well today was emath which, to put it simply,was bad. very very bad. after the paper i was like, is it just me who couldnt do the paper or everyone couldnt as well.. and neeta&edlyn were like oh we couldnt do the paper too! then i was like oh okay.. at least it wasnt just me.

but heck bout the paper.. cos im just so happy now! hahaha.. well had macs breakfast, went library,studied, have nachos&choc for lunch.. so healthy yes i know.. haha..cont studying.. my brain feels dead now.. all chucked with geog&bio. after tmr, il be even happier itl almost be like as if all my exams are over since i have wed&thurs off and fri is jst emath one. andR&R.. hahhaha..

well i came online, was dying to share my happiness, nikki&fangzi werent replying and when they did i think i went crazy hahahhaha.. well yes i think im just over-ly happy now but who cares.. its not often im this happy&crazy&excited&smile-y laugh-ish hhahahaha.. so yeah. bear with me. hhehehehhee..

=)

2005-05-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

SARAH CHNG HIA HUI!!

haha.. ive decided to reply your tag, rather your message here too. too wordy haha.. anyway its li an,you know like leanne... direct translstion.. some kindergraten/pri1 teacher gave it to me.. haha.. and yes i know you dont like your chinese name. anywayy, for chem the apparatus question? how to measure the mass of beaker? i totally, and its really totally, ermm.. misintepreted the question entirely.. and ahhh i rote.. okay im not gonna tell you what i wrote! hahaha. by the way, your answer to your quiz question was wrong. its suppose to be leanne is the tallest. not sarah. haha. yeah. and i thought you only knew three people from church! ahahha.. okayy.
ah okay good luck for your physics paper this week! hehehe.

okay when i woke up i realised that two of my posters fell down. on me. imagine the sight of me waking up realising that blue&a merc was on top of me. hoho.

2005-05-14T16:42:00.000+08:00

The truth is too painful
This moment too real
Saying good-bye
But loving you still
Too late to start over
We've tried that before
And I just don't have it in me
To try anymore

But I know I'll miss you
And I know I'll cry
I know you loved me
And I know you've tried
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever do in my life
But I know no good way
Of saying good-bye

I know I'll miss you
And I know I'll cry
I know you loved me
And I know I'll ask why
I know I'll have moments
When I'll want to die
But I know no good way
Of saying good-bye

And the longest night
I'll ever spend will be tonight
'Cause I know no good way of saying goodbye

i'll miss you so..

2005-05-13T23:28:00.000+08:00

right. im back. (:

haha k.. yeah i was so tired this afternoon so i took a nap, then fangzi called and we went over to cavendish..then chelsy came down.. and we played tennis!!! :D :D ahhhh.. after SO long.. it felt SO good to get back on the court..hehe.. so yeah. well fangzi was trying extremely hard to get tanned. like she put on tons of suntan lotion, and she went to lie in the middle of the court in the sun. crazy right? and i was trying very hard to not tan. hahahha.. i put on a lot of sun block and like stood in the tiny spot of shade. hahha.. so yeah. tennis rocked :D

came home.. bathed and stuff.. then we took a bus to holland v.. we were like totally starving. haha.. and we talked a lot. cos we've been so busy for so long i think i hvnt talked to her for bout a month? ahahha.. yeah. so yeah was great catching up! heh.

holland v at night is nice. :) we walked arnd. and arnd. and arnd. well, i wanted to see chris, cos he was performing at some pub. so nice fangzi waited with me. hahhaha.. yes, shes very nice. haha.. we were sitting at the curb across the pub for the longest time. haha.. many people stared. we saw many cute dogs&kids.

and, i think im such a klutz. threetimes, we were going down a step and three times i fell cos i didnt know there was a step. i think i was stoning or something. haha.. so embarressing. im super clumsy i think. right sarah? haha.. *thinks of audi and covers eyes*

haha.. so yeah we waited really long, and i know fangzi was super tired but she still stayed with me. :) then yes finally he finished his performance and came out, thankfully. so yeah talked awhile and i gave him this card&chocs. then we were comparing tans and obviously i was the most un-tanned! haha.; yeah. then we went off cos it was pretty late. cabbed home cos we were dead tired, and i think the way fangzi tells the cab driver directions is so funny! haha.. like super short sentences. "turn right at the next right turn" "turn in at the four storey block" "stop at the lamp-post with the dustbin" hehehhe.. i couldnt stop laughing. so cute.

fangzi!- yes thank you so SO SO much for accompanying me..i really appreciate it. haha.. you're the only person crazy enough to always accompany me for so long right? hehhehhe. anyways, thank you so much, i had a great time tonight talking and all that.. hahha.. we should do it again sometime haha.. and tennis rocked so much yeah?! hhaha.. well i guess we cant really hang out til after i come back from bangkok.. so lets party after that yeah?? haha. CANT WAIT FOR SPEX! :D youve gotta stay over when theres the french open and we can support roddick/nadal/coria/hewitt (NOT federer) together! hehe. and watch first daughters and have our m&ms party. k takecare lots and just, thank you once again. loveya (:

despite today being friday the 13th, me walking pass a black cat, my day still went really well for me. fairly easy exam paper, tennis, time spent with bestie, seeing chris, what more can i ask for, really? and ive just received the sweetest msg from jean.. :)

inamoment,anythingcanchange

2005-05-13T11:59:00.000+08:00

chem is over! hehe. it was pretty easy actually.. but i think i made tons of silly mistakes.. yeahh. =( there were a lot of lower sec qns. like define elements,compounds,mixtures. describe the difference..blahh.. and the entire paper was on atoms,molecules,sodiumchloride,protons,electrons,covalent&inonic bonding. yeah. those kinda stuff? yupp. like nothing on fractional distillation.. chromatography.. those kinda things which is good cos i didnt really study that part. hahah..
sarah&i were going arnd asking everyone what relative atomic/molecular mass was. yeah. so. i really, reaalllyyyyy hope i can get an A. please please.. hahha.. very least b3. okay nvm hhaha

yayy tennis later. finally. maybe il be dinner-ing with fangzi. i dunno yet. ah well.

whheee.. remaining papers are emath,bio,geog. gotta study real hard this weekend. and monday night there are tons of things to watch, survivor finale, and desperate housewives. but im not gonna watch cos bio&geog nxt day and anyway il jst tape it and watch it later on cos i have wed and thurs off. :)))) heheh

=)

itstimetofly!

2005-05-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

ss was really bad today. i had absolutely no time.

i dunno if it was me writing slow, or stoning when i shld have been writing, but i had to rush thru the entire sbq. which was extrememly hard. and which i wrote very out of point and kept repeating myself. seq. i only studied chap three and i was die die gonna do that question. so yeah. part a i wrote super long. and a full two sides, and a bit on another paper. part b i wrote kinda lil. incl sbq, all i know is that i wrote the word 'conflict' many MANY times.

CHEM TMR. i really hope il do well. haha.. just did tons of chem mcqs in lib. and i well, kinda fell asleep whilst studying. hehe.

ohh yes. sarahchng JIA HUI has a new email acct. kinda long alr, but yeah.
its imohsotall @ hotmail.com get it? IM OH SO TALL. hahaha. hehe

and yesterday during lit paper, mrs lim was collecting. and she asked the girl are you pure? or smth like that and the girl was like UNPURE. it was like so funny and the whole class just starting laughing ahhah.. yeahh.

CH4 is methane. NH4 is ammonium. right? or is it the other way. or is it NH3? gosh.

with luck, tmr could potentially be a very good day. we'll see. (:

okay.. good luck to everyone! (:

2005-05-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

oh yes.. forgot to add: yesterdays extra a math lessons was HILARIOUS.. hahhaha neeta and i were just laughing over everything dora did.. hahhaha.. esp her mr tann!! mr tannn!! hahha.. hilarious..

oh and with regard to our lit book, i never realise, until today, lit midyr paper, two passage, then stockmann was spelt with two 'n's.

blur, i know.

2005-05-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

hmm. so yeah hvnt been blogging. well duh hahaha..

a math paper over!!

heh heh. everyone in class was so relieved after that.. hehehe.. =)

hmm. i was happily doing the first page and i was like.. wow.. i can actually do most.. and there was like lots of time left.. but then. flip to the second page. and all hell broke loose. well okayy that is exaggerating. but yeah. it was bad. i think im ranging btwn a high fail to a low pass? i will be so upset if i fail badly. there this question. oh gosh i did the entire super long working and the end was like 3 to power of x = 1/3 or 4. so on answer would be -1 and i cldnt get the 3 power of x = 4. so yes i totally forgot about log-ging it. rahhhhhh. so irritating. =/

e lit.. i guess it was okay.. think i answered the last part wrongly though.. argh. ss tmr.. chem fri.

i really dunno what else to blog.. well last fri we played bingo! hahaha.. til sarah sadly had to go for her extra phy lessons. hehhehe.. okayy im evil.

ooh went library with lion after our papers and yeah had a great time reliving the good old sec one days where we used to slack and slack. and slack. and she told me many funny stories bout taman. hehhehe.

oh yes ive opted to go for the fourday adventure camp for my module one of leadership camp. all the 2a`04 councllors are going there so i think itl be a blast. :D

theres like so many tv shows now. desperate housewives, amazing race,apprentice, survivor.. and all at one shot itl all end. hahhaa..

well yeah. k nth much more. heh. takecare! :D

2005-05-02T20:57:00.000+08:00

heehee.

went swensens for lunch and they played youraisemeup there.. haha first time i heard that song played at a restaurant. haha.. how random that was.

yeah,came back then my dad&i went to the nus guild house to play tennis. that place is quite nice,really. haha.. then my uncle&his friend came and we played.

and yayyy i was so happy cos i played so, so SO much better than yesterday. =) my dad and i wont 6-3, then lost 5-7. made tons of unforced errors at the end,but heck. hahah.. yayy so im like so happy now hehehhee. =) haha.. i hope this will continue on right thru spex haha.. whheee. im on a tennis high.. ahahha

okayy.. though ive studied so much over the long weekend, ive totally procrastinated and have not done my math hwk. hoho. graphs. =( if the teachers want me to fail, theyl probably make all the questions graph qs hahah.

erm. and i kinda dont have much to bring tmr? emath&geog are in locker.so yeah haha..

kk gotta go.. good luck to everyone for exams.. =)

2005-05-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

just studied hours for bio and my brain is so conked out.. haha..
church yesterday was great!! my grandparents came to my church yest..and it was so good and stuff. =) then i went to visit my materal grandfather whose in the hospital..yeah.

and guess what??? i have my first niece!! hee hee. my cousin,on maternal side,gave birth. her names megan. so cute right? im gonna see her next week. hee hee! cant wait. my first nephew was malcolm,megans bro. then sebby, and now i have a niece!! hee hee.

tennis later, so yayy! yesterdays tennis wasnt very good. deproved a lot. hmph. hope later will be better.

replies to tags.. =)

collen! haha.. see i knew you would say that.. haha dont worry il study extremely hard for chem..hahah

jeanie! hee hee. good luck too my dear.. take good care..hugss..

fangzi! yeahh i miss tennnising with you too. sorry cant play with you later. another time yeah?see ya around. =)

and when its time to face the storm,
i'll be right by your side.
grace will keep us safe and warm,
and i know we will survive..

2005-04-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

whoa. okay. hmm okay i came to blog but i have no idea what to say.

hmmm i think many things happened during the week but i kinda cant remember. erms. we played bingo on friday? hehe. during assembly. and i think im really bad at bingo? like every round il be the last to bingo. hoho. have'nt done 2.4 yet. thats good. hahha.. had soccer test on friday. that was fun! hehehe.. il say here that sarah is well, not very inclined in shooting. haha.. eng&chi papers coming up this week.. i think i can get quite okay for chinese. well it wont be that bad. haha.. did amath jst now,chinese,and bio. sigh.

i think im seriously not prepared.. sigh. and yes, i understand chem. :D

ohhh. i actually planned to go watch chris perform at esplanade on 12th may, which was the night before my chem exam,which collen would have a fit about, but hee hee anyway, its cancelled now so yeah. im be at home memorising equations then i guess. i think im destined to study. bah.

i drew up this calendar thingy so i can clearly see that its only 2odays til end of exams. :D but it also means 11 days to amath paper,17 days to bio&geog paper.. sigh.

tennis tomorrow. finally. ive been dying to play tennis, and i hvnt played in like a gazillion years.
so yayy! hahah..

i think ive been so not myself lately. ive been 'study study study' for quite awhile. cant wait til june hols.

was msging nikki jst now and we had such a great time. msging. hahah yeah.

stephenie's out of survivor! =(
constantine's out of idol! =( =(

i just noticed its seven months to my birthday. wowww. seven months i pretty long. sigh. in seven months probably half the sec three cohort have already gotten their ic's and i gotta wait til like, next year to collect it. haha..

i can predict how im gonna spend my birthday this year. il probably be having tournament. if not,definately il be having training. oh well.. celebrating it with my ultimate love, tennis will be pretty fun i guess haha..

the night before my last birthday was rather memorable. i lost my match three hours shy of my 14th. remember fangzi?? remember? ahahah..

okayy that was so outta point but yeah. as i said, ive nothing to blog about. so i should just go right? okayy im like talking to myself. okay.

2005-04-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

hee hee.. today was a pretty good day. everything went well =)

had ss test..then double bio.. got back our test.. then eng, got back our compre, and i did quite well so yay for me ahha.. the passage was easy thats why. anyway math was alright today.. haha.. it wasnt that bad..

anyway.. like after exams theres a long weekend? sat,sun and monday is a public holiday? yeah.. yayy im going bangkok during that long weekend. =)) haha.. my mum told me when i called her during recess. yay.. gosh i cant wait ahaha.. SHOPPING. (:

after i come back then we'll have our spex tournament.. that one i really cant wait also hahah.. and .. i think midjune il be having another tournament.. i got 2nd place two yrs ago cos of two points okayy.. two pathetic points ahahha.. so yeah. and i may be going perth..not sure yet. so yeah.

so many things to look forward to after the exams!! hehhe.. only a few more weeks more..

okay i gotta go, lunch+american idol! (:

2005-04-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

arghh. today was one bad day.

mm.. it was kinda boring actually.

chem, haha i think this was one of the 'good' part of the day.. cos i understand! yayy for me. haha and i cant believe im saying this, but well,yeah i guess chem is quite alright. hee

argh then i got quite bad cramps, and we had ting li for SA1. and i was still having cramps, and after ting li i went to the restroom and i threw up. hmmm yeah. its the first time i threw up in sch and i seriously hope its my last.

yeah then had geog class after sch, lunched, came home, slept.

and now im trying to figure out everything about graphs for emath cos apparently we have a test tmr. hmmmm.

i thought i would be having a super free week this week. but, no.

today- geog class
tues- councillors meeting with mrs kong, bio class
wed-geog class
thurs- council meeting with mr sng? i think. =/

oh gosh, i hope 20th may comes soon.

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

sweet.. (:

2005-04-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

whoa..thank goodness its finally the weekend..

is it just me,or did this week past faster than usual?

finally the middle east thingy is over.. i mean like yeah it was fun and all.. but it was so, so tiring and well,.. time-consuming. yeah.

my court shoes were nice to me today.. :)))

note to self on what to do over the weekend-

1) SLEEP.
2) catch up on chem. super super important.
3)finish up all homework. ahhh okayy, that will include chem worksheets which are all on balancing equations..great..
4)start studying for chinese.
5) math math math.

geog extra classes next week.. and bio for councillors who missed like, all the lessons? they had extra chem lessons today but i couldnt go cos of tennis..argh.

yeah, was finals for our interteam tournament today.. yah.

It's been a long, long time since I looked into the mirror
I guess that I was blind, now my reflection's getting clearer
Now that you're gone things will never be the same again
There's not a minute that goes by, every hour of every day
You're such a part of me but I just pulled away
Well I'm not the same girl you used to know
I wish I said the words I never showed
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
Here with me
You know that silence is loud when all you hear is your heart
And I wanted so badly just to be a part
Of something strong and true but I was scared and left it all behind
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need

arent the lyrics just so nice?? hee hee.. im so into michelle branch now.. and jon jonsson!! :)))

ahhhh okayy im gotta go eat. =)

I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
Here with me
And I'm asking
And I'm wanting you to come back to me please
I never will forget the look upon your face
How you turned away and left without a trace
But I understand that you did what you had to do
And I thank you
(thank you, thank you)
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
I know you had to go away
I died just a little
And I feel that now you're the one I need
I believe that I
Would cry just a little
Just to have you back now, here with me
Here with me
Here with me

2005-04-21T18:18:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!! we have duty tmr!!

and we gotta be in court shoes.

geez. when mrs lim said that, sarah and i were like.. nooooo.. no court shoes!! haha..

s0 yeah. last few days have been, sch, studying,middle east duty,tennis. hoho.

i sound like i dont have a life. haha.. rahhhh

my bodys telling me to go shopping!! *nods* hehe.

maybe il go on sat, and not shop anymore til end of exams.

or, il just not go til end of exams.

but.. well .. i do need a couple of things.

new tennis shoes!! mine literally have a hole through the sole of my left shoe. but i want wilson ones!

adidas or converse shoes to wear out. more skirts. either the angel-ish tennis or the thischickcanfly shirt. a new tennis outfit. a couple more tops. more bags. more accessories.

alright, i want tons of stuff. hehe. mega shopping spree after exams. :D

i mean like, even if i bought all that i wanted now, technically i wouldnt have the oppotunity to actually wear it out. haha, okayy.

chinese sa in two weeks. about three weeks to understand everything about both maths, chem and bio. missed tons of bio and chem this week. =/

ah well. wish me luck in court shoes tmr.

2005-04-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

hey hey..

just came back from keppel. yeah, was first games of inter-team tournament.

the other day, i happily drew yimei to play against me. so yeah we played today.

lost to her, 8-9 (6-8) it was really so, so close.

i cant believe i lost. really..it was just so close. im quite irritated with myself actually, because i know i could have done much much better.

i made mistakes i shldnt have made, at one point of time i made like 7 or 8 unforced errors in a row, losing two games just like that.

just really disappointed in how i played.. had like two match points but couldnt convert it.. yeah. then tie break i was 6-5 up. then she caught up.. 7-6, i hit an out ball and yeah. was so upset after that. but yeah, oh well.

well to look on the bright side, at least its just a friendly match, i mean like if it was intersch or spex and the match was like that i would have just been so.. so.,.. hmmm. just so so much more irritated/upset/disappointed than i am now. so yeah, learn from your mistakes.

yimei really played well.. good job yeah? =) haha but like when we play doubles together we can really get so frustrated at ourselves.. haha same for singles.. there were times that both of us would be just screaming to ourselves.. ahahah.. and some rallies were super long.. ahhaha.. yeah.

alright, okayy im not complaining that my tennis is bad or whatevr cos i dont think its that bad but theres just so so much more room to improve. so yeah. train harder! heh. (:

2005-04-17T10:43:00.000+08:00

my gosh my gosh.

its exactly one month to my bio&geog papers.

geez, im freaking out now.

i dont want tomorrow to come, itl mean that the super busy missing tons of lessons week has started. hmph.

never look back, we said,
how was i to know, id miss you so?

2005-04-15T19:10:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh, my gosh.

im so so tired. hmph.

my left ankle is acheing, hahhaha i think maybe cos i fell down the stairs today?read my previous entry. ouch ouch ouch. hahha..

one more mth to our major papers. grrrr.

yes alright this post was so random and senseless.. ahhhh

-flies off.

2005-04-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

rahhhh.

didnt go for lessons at all today.

next week will be so, so busy.

in the morning, il either be having lessons or middle east thing.
after sch, either tennis or middle east thingy.

we'll be missing a ton of lessons. double chem, double bio, a lot of math lessons. sigh.
how're we gonna catch up? sigh.

ahhh well, today was rather fun still.

morning, finally got my tie. haha.. after assembly and all we changed to our court shoes and thats where all the pain started. ahhah.. yeah.

we all tried to line up super pro-ly. and alex was asked to go to the foyer to play the piano as the guests arrived? ahahha.. we were all sweating SO much in the blazers. gosh.

i ushered the guests with sarah chng. haha! one guest that we escorted, whoa he went up the stairs like three steps at a time and we were both rushing to keep up with him? hahhaa.. and we were laughing all the way up hahha.. and many many other funny things happened.. hoho.

like when we finally got to rest, we were all so relieved. haha.. and when i was going down the stairs backstage audi, i slipped and totally fell. hahha.. it was so super embarressing. all the secs twos were laughing behind me!! they were like. "er..are you okay?" hahhaa.. and sarah just stood there laughing and laughing? MEAN. hhaa..

and mr francis wanted us to clear the canteens 15min earlier for both recesses. i bet we've gained many more enemies now.

by then, our court shoes were just kiddling us. rahhhh

when everything was over, thank goodness, we went to eat. but had duty after sch again. sigh. sarah and i happily volunteered to duty in the audi. haha and violet and gehui was helping everyone sew belts!! ahaha.. then we jst chilled out and stuff. yeah

and im finally home. yay.

so tired haha..

yay, tennis tmr! =)

2005-04-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

managed to survive double math today. yay.

had meeting after sch for the middle east thingy and it was super long? haha.. like almost two hrs hahahha..sec three counc are suppose to escort the vips up and have "intelligent conversations" with them. i quote. "girls ..you can ask them hows the weather today!" how intelligent. uh huh.

i dont have my tie yet. rahhh. il be walking into sch tie-less tmr. rahhhh. and we were trying on blazers.haha..

me: ehh sarah whats your size? negative one?
sarahh: ehhhh!

ahahah.. okayy im mean. hehe.

and the whole of next week we have duty as well? like how many lessons are we gonna miss!! all lessons tmr. that would be chem,chi,emath,geog,ss. as much as i strongly dislike emath and chem, its totally ridiculous to be missing those lessons now,this close to our exams.

and im so freaking out now.. ahhhh.. its like, just less than a mth to our major papers. grr.. perservere. haha.. ive written out my target grades alr. so yes, i shall push myself harder than ever. haah.. math everyday, its a must.

okay.. cmon. sigh. next week, totally busy.

middle east thingy, and we're having the stc tournament thingy.

tennisers please please refer to the board. PLEASE.

yeah k gotta go.

2005-04-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

stc tennis beat plmgs 5-0!!! =D

haha.. it was SO rocking!! aahhah.. okay.. il describe the whole thingy in detail..haha.

1st singles, jag. haha.. it was quite close..cos we won two matches alr,and he match wouldve sealed the win yea. so yah. it was so cool.. haha
2nd singles- cheryl. dunno the score, but yeah she kinda thrashed her opponent haha.
1st doubles- mer&mika! haha..our wonderful doubles pair.. they did well again!!
3rd singles- gwen totally thrashed her opponent haha.. good job!!
2nd doubleS- oh my goodness this was so so SO TENSE.

chelsy&stacy. they were down 0-4, 3-6,4-8. but they still managed to fight and catch up to 8-8. we were all so like, high. haha. and the tiebreak was SO intense. seriously.

it was like so so close!! like. 6-5,6-6,6-7,7-7,8-7,8-8,9-8,10-8. they won the tiebreak 10-8.

like wow. we all wanted to win five love,cos it was like our last match and all. and we all like couldnt breathe ahaha.. i was squishing yimei and mers hand real hard ahahahah.. then when they won we were all so estatic ahahha.. grinnnsss. =D it was so , so cool. ahahah..

ooh i lent chels my lucky pink band and she won!! ahahha.. lent mer my white band and she won too!! hahahah..wheeee.. heh heh. we're all so happy now.. haha.

stef tan and laure was the umpires of the chels match? and they were sorta blur? ahaha.. was so funny. and there were like at least 6 rgs linesman&umpires in the court. and they were all carrying umbrellas?? ahhaha.. hilarious. hahah..

yimei and i umpired the match btwn laura and the sac girl. and many funny things happened during the match, and at one point of time we were both laughing so hard we couldnt read out the score.. ahahha.. okay how unprofessional of us. ahahahha.. okayy.. haha

we drew the matches for the play-amongst-ourselves tournament. heh. and i drew the lot to who i was gonna play with and it was yimei!! die.. die.. ahahha.. i just did up the schedule. and i tried very hard to make it look pro and look like the spex one. gonna show cherie and mr lau tmr and i hope it makes sense. hehhee.

have the duty thingy on fri. apparently we're gonna miss all lessons, so lion and i are just gonna bring our shoe bag of our court shoes to sch? hahha.. whhheeee..

okayy bio test tmr. gotta go! (:

2005-04-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

sports day 2005!!

haha.. hmm. went clementi with fangzi. got there and yeah. when we were lining up getting ready for the march in thingy we were just goofing around.. haha.. like mitzi asked me to hold the house flag. and we both almost dropped it like, every second. ahahha.. so while mitzi was fussing over her hair,haha, we were like oh gosh.. the flag is so heavy.. im gonna drop it.. haha..

we were gonna run in 4x100m. and we didnt realise our event was like,so soon. and we both had like three cups of milo!! haha.. then they were annoucning the events and we were like..oh man.. i think im gonna throw up.. haha.. and guess what?!!!

we got third!! whhheeee.. ahaha.. it was so cool.. haha its like,the first medal ive received in stc.. hahha.. whhheee.. mabel totally caught up to xinni haha.. yayy! haha..

hmmm. ya.. and for 4x400m. for sec one and three,caroline got last. for sec two and four,caroline got first place. haha..ironic yea hahah..

the cheerleading was alright i guess.. haha.. mm. and i think caroline got 4th place for overall? yeah. oh well. haha.. i still love caroline ahaha..

then we went town. we were waiting super long or a cab, in the middle of the expressway haha.. then we bus-ed to the iunterchange and cabbed from there. caught a show, then went home.

played tennis with chelsy just now.. haha..was so fun..haha..

went grandparents house just now and it was like..so funnyy.. haha..

rahhh. my thigh muscle is acheing now. =/

alright,gotta go. please please let this week be fine and let math not be so torturous.

i wanna be with you,
if only for a night,
you be the one thats in your arms,
and hold you tight.

in my eyes you are perfect, and my wasted heart will love you.

2005-04-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

sigh. today was a happy as well as sad day. really.

stc tennis beat sac!! =)

yayy.. well done girls! hee hee. okay we were all like so happy.

congrats to jaggie,gwen,mer,mika and cheryl who won.

won 4-1,the match that we lost was our 2nd doubles. chelsy/stacy.

but you know what? the score was so close,they lost in the tiebreak. and i know they did their best so we're proud of them too!

and cheryl. wahhh. she was down 3-8. and she caught up to 8-8, tiebreak, and WON! haha.. their rallies were like super long. yimei and i were like.. gosh. il prob just whack the ball by now cos we have no patience.. haha.

but the bad news was. three of our girls had their phones stolen today. sigh. it never ever happened, but so happened there was some sch having their track heats today so yeah. but other schs in the tennis tourn. didnt have anything stolen. why us? sigh. i really,really felt bad for them. after awhile the police came and yeah. wow. we were liike.. oh my their here,theire here! like as if we never saw any policepeople in our lives but yeah. and. goodness.
this other guy said he had students who lost stuff too. and he happily said into the loudhailer:"those whose wallets have been stolen come forwards now, the police are here!" like okayy. after announcing that to the whole world, obviously the thief guy person would probly like. flee? yeah.

and during math!! ohhh gosh i was so pissed. like he asked us questions and he was like "54321 stand!" for some of us.. and others he was like "5...4..3...2...1.. *repeats question* can you try again?" rahhhhhh. neeta,dora and i were so irritated. like seriously.. gosh. when he was doing the 543 thingy with me i was so irritated at him and i just went okay nvm il just stand now. rahhhhh.

anyway. came home. went to the italian restaurant cos i was gonna treat my parents to dinner cos its their anniversary tmr. im so full now. anyway, remember i lost my phone yesterday? yeah. my dad got the replacement card alr and a secondhand phone. sigh im so not used to ut. okay i know i shldnt complaining, i mean like. its quite good my dad actually got me another phone but yeah i just dont like it. oh well.

got the sa one timetable. its all pretty okay, except.

tues, 17/05. biology. pure geography.

thats an absolute killer. really. its the two subs with the ultimate most to study&memorise! sigh. but after that i dont have any papers on wed&thurs. and emath one on fri. and can some one tell me what R&R is? it says R&R- all.

alright. gotta go, i wanna sleep.

2005-04-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

rahhhhh. today was such a depressing day.

had double math. do you know how horrible that is?? today was esp bad. we walked in and he started going on and on bout us not handing me and that we're such losers or and yeah. you get the idea. sigh. math is such a torture im telling you. i wish had taken accounts maybe i would have excelled in it and have secured at least one 'a' for o's. sigh. it was freezing in math. despite the hot sunshine outside,it was freezing.

recess was boring. we were all so quiet.

had cme test,it was the first time we all couldnt answer the q.s!! cos it was on.. singapore? hahha..

went hoime..bought my lunch from town.

and get this- i lost my phone.

on the bus i think. well i cant believe how calm i was about the whole thing and my parents too haha. my mum was like call daddy and ask him to cancel the line.

my dad was like..okok you msg me the number to call. and im like.. i dont have a phone to msg!! haha.. anyway their gonna send the replacement card thingy soon. maybe il get a new phone or il take my dad and let him buy a new phone haha..

ptc tmr. sigh.

well two things cheered me up today

1) cookies from famous amos. mmmmm!
2) chris replied. yay.. =) haha..

righo. i guess thats it then. going to treat my parents dinner at some italian restaurant tmr for their anniversary present. heh. til then.

2005-04-06T17:52:00.000+08:00

haha okay.. this morning was,well weird.

haha.. okay i woke up at like 0545, then went back to sleep,and woke up again at 0615. and within that half an hour i had the most.. well "stirred up emotions in myself" dream ever. it just affected me so much, in a good and bad way and yeah. it was a super realistic dream. haha.. fangzi was like i cant stand you..your dream was so realistic. well yeah it was. it was a bittersweet dream i guess. and i was about to know the ending of my dream when the alarm woke me up. gosh i was so irritated. hahha.. yeah my dream was about to end and it got cut off. well maybe itl be like what fangzi said, il have part two tonight haha.. gosh i hope so cos i so need to know the ending of it cos the dream is quite significant and it kinda relates to my life now os yeah. sigh. so please please please i pray that my dream will have some kinda ending.

okay..

haha.. had c div tournament today yea so went off early.. haha

initially it was scorching hot. so really really hot. then it started to pour.

like reeaaaalllllyyyy heavily. gosh like the shelter was so wide,but the rain still came in. we were just freezing. sigh. the lightning was terrible,and the thunder. and we were all screaming ahah.. sigh i feel sick now. wonder if i shld go for hse prac. sigh.

so yeah,the rain was just so so heavy. everyone seemed to have umbrellas but us. ahhaa.. so yeah then i started fantasizing how nice it would be to have a mug of hot chocolate,a nice woollen sweater/jacket or a nice cuddle. hmmmm either or, or all. ahaha..

i look up to, everything you are.
in my eyes you do no wrong,
and i believe in you
although you never asked me to

2005-04-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

today was such a gloomy day. sigh.

i barely smiled today. sigh. the weather dampens the mood. only laughter came in the morning when i bumped into hadley and fangzi haha..

though the weather can be considered nice if you're like warm at home,with coffee and a nice book. or like if you're going out with someone special. -looks at fangzi,nudges hadley.

yeah that was random. rahhhh recess was freezing! grr.

hmmmm. yes,anyway ive decided after o's i wanna go ngee ann to do mass comm. i mean like,i dont see the problem with going poly. mel joan told me,"but your grades are quite good what,why you wanna go poly" yeah but i still wanna go. i think il be so not-interested in jc.

yeah. anyway, i shall work hard to do mass comm. i think ive alr slacked enough in term one. so, no more slacking! haha..

ive this slip of paper i wrote early in sec two. and it had practically my life goals written out. haha.. it said, sec two end yr exams- ranked top 7 in class. and yeah i was #7. then the next was make it to pure bio class, and yeah i did it too. next is 12points for L1R4 for o's. yupps, i think if im determined enough i can do it. haha okayy. yeah okay haha.

whhheee.. my latest fave hymn.. =))

because He lives,i can face tomorrow
because He lives,all fear is gone
because i know,i know he holds the future,
and life is worth the living,just because He lives.

when God closes a door,he opens a window. =)

2005-04-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

rahhhh. im in an ultra depressed/sad why-cant-i-see-you-right-this-moment-and-why-cant-you-be-mine mood right now. yeah okay this mood will pass by soon,like probly be tmr itl be over. yeah and sadly too, i concluded that the person i receive the most mails from is friendster. okay thats not a person but yeah. and remind me again why im waiting for one pathetic maximum-two-sentence email from you. even the contents of the email friendster sends me is more. rahhh. okay i shall stop whining right now.

if you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

2005-04-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

hee hee.

we lost 2-3 to tkgs today. but its alright! im still proud of them, esp those who won.

jaggie,mer and mike. :D congrats,you girls played well.
the rest,its okay! try harder,learn from your mistakes!

okay,like whose gonna read this haha.. mer was so cute! she was so happy she won that she started crying. hee hee. =)

we umpired,and watched what could potentially be the match of the tournament haha..like whoa. it was so,so good haha..

hmmm. i think my class had their health check-up today when i went for tournament. if i do have to get new specs, which i think i need to since i think my degreee increased, i think i wanna get black specs. hmmm. we'll see haha..

i ran a lot today. two rounds for pe,then we sprinted another run. 1.6 at nus. haha. okay i feel proud of myself. haha. accomplished. rahhhh 2.4 is in two weeks. =/

im gonna watched my taped o.c and one tree hill later. and then survivor. and then sleep! hehe. i need my sleep.

andd. i do want to get the nokia 7270. but. i realised that the 617o has exactly the same functions. just that its not as nice-looking as the 7270. ahhh well i dont mind getting that one either. i just want a flip phone. haha..

yingli! hiii. hahha.. =) yeah im happy now so yeah ahaha.. hope you're doing great.

sarahhh!! ahahha.. fair enough,we both unfortunately got him as our teacher. haha

geez, im dying to play tennis now. i dont know why, i just feel like going out there and whacking ahhaa..

2005-03-30T19:10:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. had c div tournament today so went off early. umpired with yimei what could possibly be the shortest match in history. haha.. it was like rgs vs. plmgs. and stefanie tan was playing for rgs,shes a national player so yeah. haha. shes damn good. =)

then went to watch our sch's matches. grr. im thinking now whether to vent all my irritation here. okay yeah i will. plmgs were umpiring our matches. like seriously,ive never seen such bad umpire-ation in my life. okay i feel mean, but its the truth. it was like they were never sure of the scores,the line calls. if the opponent called it out,they too would follow and call it out. many of these wrong calls were made during mer/mika's match. chelsy too, and that girl had a lot of attitude man haha.. we were all so proud of her for standing up for her points!! haha.. but like seriously we were all so irritated by the way the umpires umpired the match. like when chelsy insisted that the game was not over,the umpire asked the opponent do you agree that the game is not over? like hello, you're supposed to be counting the score,and not asking the players!! argh.. haha and there was one that chelsy didnt run for the ball, and it very, very clearly was a double bounce but the umpire said it wasnt. and the linesgirls were like walking/talking/laughing/ definately not looking during the match. one walked over to the umpire during the match and wanted to go toliet or smth and then sat down after that and another point the umpire asked the other linesman was that in or out and the linesman was like. it was here *points at line* is that in or out? like oh my gosh i just wanted to scream at them. like seriously we were all so irritated but it was kinda hilarious the whole match with the umpiring it looked like some movie scene or smth. rahhh. okayy im done with my bitching now.

just did a math. i really really tried and i put in effort okay! but somehow i still cant get some of the answers. nvm il try again later.

okay. sarah chng came to me during recess and said "fair enough, mr tan taught us physics today. oh my gosh it was so funnyyy!! hahaha.. cos he always says "fair enough" during math yea. heard he said that during their physics class too. haha.. "in the first chapter you learned mass. fair enough,you also learned speed." haha!

and we had bio prac test today. it was so scary!! ahah.. it was some o level 1983 prac. that was like twenty years ago!! haha..and everyone forgot to heat the thingy during the benedicts test. haha..

yeah well okay i gotta go, wanna eat hehe. sports heats tmr! =)

and when the stars shine i will,lie awake.
you're my shooting star..

2005-03-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

sch was SO boring today. as in lessons. blah.

chem. we spent one period going thru balancing equations.
a math. haha.. i got like 3/8 for two assignments and 0/6 for one, and he wrote "terrible" on two assignments.
geog. i forgot how much i got for two assignments but i know i failed both and she wrote "slipshod work" on one. okay i have no idea how to spell the slip- word cos i think she was in a bad mood while marking mine thats why it was illegible. but yeah i know it means "not putting any effort into doing this piece of work". okayy but i didnt yea. as in i didnt put in effort. rahhh.

after sch. was sports heats. fangzi and i both joined shot put. haha.. at first we were like 4oth and 49th on the list but luckily miss quek let us go first cos we were there first. so i was like 2nd hahha.. so yeah we went there,pinafore and all,threw the shotput three times and went off haha.. yeah. it was quite amusing, going there for just awhile.

and the rain today was so nice.. haha.. it was the perfect weather to study/sleep, just the perfect weather for alone time. which was so not the case. if i only i was at home,in that weather, id plug in my mp3 and read some good book. ahhh sigh okayy dream on.

i have new songs in my mp3!! :))))) yayyyy.

kk i gotta go,im gonna sleep now. early yeah? im tired!!

2005-03-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

hee hee..

this morning had double chem,bio,eng. ahhhhh. chem was boring,bio was okay,eng was jst dumb. we did some crossword thingy. argh.

then left for tournament. at 1.20pm they confirmed it was postponed cos of rain. so yeah we were dismiss,and sch wasnt even over yett!!!! hahaha..

went holland v to eat,then came back. and we saw chelsy&jag at the pine grove clubhse. haha and they said they were gonna play tennis so we decided to play tennis.. it was so, so fun!! hahaa.. we were in the scream-y, laughing mood and yeah hahah..

ahhh okayy i have nothing else to blog.. heh.

nikki! hahaha.. yeah i think we're meant to hand up the crossword tmr. the one we barely started on today.. haha.. yeah. grr. chem and double math tmr. =/ ahhh sigh.

im loving you raise me up now.. thanks collen for downloading for me. =) hehe.. ive been listening to it so many times yet im so not bored of it.. =)

you raise me up,to more than i can be.

2005-03-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

whheeee.. hee hee, okayy im in a good mood now. =))

heh. went for morning service today..it was so fun.. hahha.. the songs were so,so nice!! ahhhh.. hahha.. like because he lives.. erm.. some song i cnt rmb the title..but its so nice!! its like "he arose.. la la la.." its so pop-ish and its so so nice!! ahaha.. okayy.. im overly happy haha..

hehe..then went for lunch and stuff.. heh. then it was raining so heavily we couldnt get out of taka to go to the car..haha.. came back.. played tennis. :D

went out for dinner..then dropped by rachels hse to pass her stuff.. dropped by fz's to pick up my mp3.. got home and yeah.

thank you fangzi for helping me put in more songs!!! now my mp3 has rockin songs. okayy their not really rocking. their more of..sweet,slow,sad. haha.. but their nice.. =) and i finally have you raise me up!! thanks collen for downloading for me! can some kind soul send me the you're still you song?? pleeasseee.. pretty pleeasseee.. hahah..

haha.. anyway today when i was online. the msn thingy popped up to tell me i received a mail from chris. so i replied and then he replied. hahha.. =D

okay, everyone have a good week! esp those starting in new jcs! =)

and good luck to all c div tennisers!! =D

2005-03-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

yay today was a good day!! hahaha

see,i told you my mood would change by today.. hahha..

yeah okay.. lets list out all the great things that happened today.. haha..

- woke up with no fever!! yay.. haha.. but i have runny nose now. ahhh well who cares i mean like obviously runny nose is better than fever right?? hahah

-went for buffet lunch at marriotts!! haha.. whheee.. the desserts that rock man.. ahahha.. like totally.. mmm.. im still so full now hahaa..

-went on a total shopping&trying clothes spree.. :D

-got a new bag. white! :D some shower gel from body shop. pink top. the pink charity band that says love.hmmm actually i would have gottan more stuff. like the "this chick can fly" top from nike. its so cool.. and the "i only fall in love with the best" top from fox women. heh heh.

-ohh yes, i wanted to get either the adidas/nike tennis skirt too. im definately getting either one. they kinda looks the same though. the adidas one has no shorts inside. =( and the nike one is a actually a shorts with the skirt thingy in front. so it looks like a skirt in front but a shorts behind. argh. i hope they'll come out a skirt with that design with shorts inside. cos i love that design! though its nothing that great.. but i still like it!! hahah..

-after lunch,my mum and i literally walked around town for like 4hrs straight. haha but it was so fun!! hahah.. yeah.

- tried the new ralph lauren scent. the pink one?yeah. its fruitier&sweeter than the one i have now. so probably when mine finishes, il get that one. =)

-easter's tmr!! :)

-chris replied my email! =) ahhh but i dont really know what to reply so most probably i wont. haha.

-i bought my favourite cornflakes yesterday. :)) well i dont really know if you can call it corn flakes its more of corn pop-thingys and its really sweet and its nice. yeah so i can have that for breakfast from now onwards instead of the usual bread/banana. hee hee. and my dad bought me oreos. =))

okay well actually now is not that great cos i have yet to done my homework and other stuff. grr. and i still dont understand logs&coordinate geometry!! help.

-tennnissss tmr!! :D

its weird how my mood can change so fast.. haha.. okay maybe its just me thats weird.. haha..

In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing
And take control?
[chorus]
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something, when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hollow
Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing
And take control?
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
And when you're down and feel alone
Just wanna run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else
In a moment, everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute, all the world can wait
Let go of yesterday
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
In a moment, everything can change

2005-03-26T10:33:00.000+08:00

Over time, I've been building my castle of love
Just for two, -
Though you never knew you were my reason
I've gone much too far for you now to say
That I've got to throw my castle away
Over dreams, -
I have picked out a perfect come true
Though you never knew it was of you -
I've been dreaming
The sandman has come from too far away
For you to say come back some other day
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
Over hearts, I have painfully turned every stone
Ooh, just to find, -
I had found what I've searched to discover
I've come much too far for me now to find
The love that I sought can never be mine
And though you don't believe that they do
They do come true
For did my dreams
Come true when I looked at you
And maybe too, if you would believe
You too might be
Overjoyed, over loved, over me
And though the odds say improbable
What do they know
For in romance
All true love needs is a chance
and maybe with a chance you may find
You too like I
Overjoyed, over loved, over you

2005-03-25T21:53:00.000+08:00

okayy.. this is going to be an entry of all my depresing random thoughs..

- im sick. fever,sore throat, my back is acheing.. sigh.

-currently waiting for two mails.

-i just realised today that i dont really have much talents. okay i think my tennis can be pretty okay on on-days,and yes, my tongue can touch my nose. other than that,i dont really think i excel at anything else.

-cont. so what am i gonna go after sec sch? i dont even know if i wanna go to a jc.. i mean like i think i could get in if i really want to,and if i really try. but then again, i dont really want to cos i dont wanna stress.

-i need a hug. or hugs.

-im currently quite into "goodbye" songs.

- to me, you seemed pretty nice. i had a great impression of you. but from what i hear from other people,you seem like a total jerk. argh. ahhh as fz says ive wasted too much emotions on you,be it positive or negative.

so i say,
goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything that i knew.

-okay i cant rmb what else i wanted to say.

argh.. okay.. probably by tmr il think this entry is such crap cos il prob be in a better mood by then. well actually im not in a bad mood, im just in a ..well.. "in-a-rut" mood. yeah. sigh. ahhh okay, i better end here before i spread my depressing mood to everyone else.

found this song randomly on the net. see my thing bout goodbye songs? yeah. sigh.

I never promised you a happy ending
You never said you wouldn't make me cry
But summer love will keep us warm long after
Our autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye, autumn goodbye.
Thinking of you
And the love of our lives
In the sweet summertime so sad but true
We must leave it behind in our heart in our mind.
From April through September
Bittersweet was the love that we shared don't forget
I remember
Memories can fade (they can fade)
But my heart has a place for the smile on your face(on your face)
And maybe someday (someday)
We can be more than friends love will find us again.
Red leaves and blue tomorrows
Time will give back the love that we shared on the time that we borrowed(Chorus x 2)
From April through September
Bittersweet was the love that we shared don't forget
I remember baby
We'll leave behind the summertime, our hearts our minds
They will remind, we won't forget
The day we met
The day we cried autumn goodbye

2005-03-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

so i say,

goodbye to you..
goodbye to everything that i knew.

2005-03-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

heh. today was a pretty good day, but the "school" part of today was so not fun.. haha..

yeah..it was so boringg!! i just wanted to sleep..really..haha. yeah. geog first.. and miss seah came over to my desk and went.. "you're so pink! you so dont look like a pink type.. i thought you were more sophisticated than that.." or something like that..like oh my gosh.. geez. then lit.. got back all my final results.. okayy this is the funny part..

my highest subject is chinese!! hahaha.. okay..that was like so amazing.. well actually maybe not since ive been doing fairly well in chinese and really badly in others.. haha..

im gonna spend my long weekend revising bio and with logs. logs. sigh. i must,must,must make sure i understand logs by the end of this weekend.. or else il be seriously dead.. haha..

gonna be so busy from now on..next two weeks is c div tournament..so gonna umpire and cheer em on.. then sports heats..house prac..sports day..then gotta mug mug mug for midyears!! which is..so near.. sigh. haha

yeah..had house prac today!! its the first fz and i have gone for this yr..cos we had tournaments before.. so yeah we tried to be enthu.. haha and floorball is soo fun!! hahaha.. since we were all so un-pro at it we were just playing around and yeah hahha.. grins.

ohh yeah haha talked to chris for awhile on the phone during the break.. thanks nikki for it! haha.. =)

after hse prac we went town to eat something..then went home.. haha we were running for the number seven bus.. again.. as usual.. as always.. haha..we were listening to all the nice/sad/sweet/love songs on the way back..like michelle branch's goodbye to you.. i knew i loved you by savage garden.. etc.. haha..

yupp.. and we just finished playing tennis.. wheee.. hehe. =)

alright..happy good friday everyone! =)

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ooh, And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
The one thing that I tried to hold on to....
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

2005-03-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

okay did i mention that i think the nokia 7270 is nice? yeah.

okay its not like im dying to have it,just that i really,really like it haha.. yeah.

and i saw an adidas skirt the other day that i so love!! hhaa.. okayy.

sarcrifice.. sarcrifice.. hahaa

todays bio lesson was interesting too.. i shall spend the long weekend revising on bio cos it has been kinda bad hhaa.. we have this progress chart thing and ive been deproving. so for the next test i must make sure theres a really steep line going upwards. heh.

ohh and read this part okayy! haha.. during math dora and i were just playing with neeta's scotch tape thingy. its like tape with words on them? like "gorgeous" "flirt" "cutie" etc etc hahah and its so nice!! hahaha now i have the cutie sticker on my handbook next to seb's pic and the flirt one on my handphone heh heh.

okay this was such a random entry but read the one below this for the proper entry hahaha

2005-03-23T18:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm. okay like where do i start.

geez,last night was bad. well,not really bad,just not as good as other nights. i initially wanted to sleep early cos i was really tired,but cos i found out about that thing i so couldnt fall asleep. sigh. its nothing very depressing,really. its just silly. yeah.. haha. thanks fangzi for listening to me on the phone though most of the time i was just talking to myself. felt much better after talking to her. her and her stupid examples at least made me feel like im so silly haha. yeah so i told her to give me that night to cry it all out and they next day il be perfectly fine. : )

haha.. so i was fine today!! hahaha.. thanks jean for listening to me whilst we walked arnd aimlessly.. haha yeah. hee. thanks for the listening ear.. yupps. =))

haha yeah..okay,then!! like oh crap i realised that i counted my marks for geog wrongly!!!! grrr. i counted it yesterday as 55, but in fact it was 48.125. grrr. sigh. i cant believe it.. ive failed two subjects!!! two core subjects. (well all the subs now are impt,so you cant really classify them as "core" but oh well) yeah. sigh.

like1.875 more marks!! okay nvm.. she gave us back our second geog test. haha there was this question.. "list three measures that a named tsunami-affected country could have taken to erm reduce the damage" or something like that, and i didnt study that part, so i was desparately thinking of stuff like.. erm. emergency kit with rope so that if someone gets washed away you can use the rope to rescue them or some other stuff and i actually got the full 6 marks for it.. haha amazing. i got the himalayan mt question full marks too! haha..

grr,but our geog ca? oh man.. there was one question that could have made or break-ed me and it broke me. i wrote this really perfect explanation with super nice diagrams of that stupid mariannas trench cos i was so,so sure it was an oceanic-oceanic convergence, but it was actually an oceanic-continental convergence. like seriously if it was really o-o convergence im pretty sure i could have gotten the full 7 marks for it and passed. okay..sorry for complaning at all i just couldnt believe myself yesterday when i saw it haha.. yeah.

so training today..it was alright i guess.just okay. fangzi&i won pretty well for all the doubles we played. yeah. : ) didnt have physical in the end cos it started to rain.. =) haha..

and the reflection yesterday is still bugging me!! it was on sarcrificing,and how we should sarcrifice things,just as God did. and it made me feel so bad cos i know i never ever sarcrifice or give in to other people.. so yes. though its alr 23/03, ive decided to make a new resolution to sarcrifice more and to give in more to people esp to all my closer friends and yeah everyone haha.. okay! =)

fangzi haha.. i swear,no wait i dont swear. i promise il just treat him as my ultimate eye candy and nothing else.. heh. =)

time changes everything,one truth always stays the same..
you're still you,
after all..
you're still you.

love everyone! xoxo.

2005-03-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

whheeee.. today was a pretty alright day. sch was draggy.

my grades were just so bad.. like seriously ive never done SO badly before.. as in like the average of all my marks so far is around 55 i think? sigh. oh wells.. but its not like i was expecting super high grades or anything,i wont deny that ive slacking the whole of term one.. haha yeah..

went town for lunch with fz just now,cos its much easier going town to eat and then bus-ing home then going tiong,eat,mrt,bus. yeah. haha.. yupps.. came back and i did my homework at the clubhouse.. and halfway thru i realised i happily did not bring my emath book back.. =/ so i called nicole benny who told me all the questions..thank you benny!! : )

and that fangzi was laughing like anything when i told her something hahhaa.. like seriously her laughter was so contagious i started laughing too hahah.. yeah. =)

yupps..then came up and here i am. mum ordered pizza and daddys coming back from KL from meeting.. hahaha.. yeah. i shall sleep early tonight! but il most prob go online first.. heh. =)

2005-03-21T20:51:00.000+08:00

heh heh.

i was in such an unbelievable good mood today. haha..

anyone can vouch for that. haha.. i was just walking around with this silly smile on my face. =)

haha.. yeah. thought the day wasnt that great,it helped that my mood was so good. haha.. as in like,if i wasnt in such a good mood, today might have been quite depressing,what with bio grades and all haha.. yeah.

so yes. today i was just superly happy haha.. prob one of the few days that i was in a happy,high mood the entire day haha.

training rocked too.. haha doubles with yimei haha.. yay we won all haha and beat coach/mika 6-2. cool. hahaa.. and we were relay racing at the end and my team of weejia,cheryl and chengcheng won. :)) heh.

yupps. well hope the rest of the week will be rocking as well yeah? =D

2005-03-20T22:32:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.. im like, so so SO happy now!!

hhaha.. hee hee. fz&nikki knows why eh? haha!

=D =D

*smiles widely*

2005-03-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

yay! hahah im such a happy girl now.. hee hee.

yeah. slept really little last night..maybe cos i was super excited for today!! hahaha.. yeah. fangzi and i left home arnd 2? yeah. went for late lunch. yupp.. then we walked arnd..tried clothes and stuff to pass time then went down to mediacorp.. hahha.. =D

and when we were being arranged as to where to stand in the mosh pit,they said that the shortest ppl will be right in frnt of the stage!! hahah.. so i was happily saying.. yay.. im so happy im short.. hahha.. nikki snuck in, naughty girl hahah..

the concert rocked. heh. it really did. the energy was just superly high over there.. =D

then after everything we went out to reception.. yeah. fangzi found her new eyecandy, namely kui jien. haha! she was so crazy over him. hahah.. okay not very crazy but still.. haha!

she would drag me over to the kuijien area,and then id drag her back to the chris area. haha! yeah was damn hilarious.. just had a great time after the concert itself haha.. kept making fun of her and stuff haha! her eyecandy and alltime crush.. haha! =D

because i didnt bring much stuff out,i was desparately trying to find something for chris to sign and stuff. hahaha.. in the end i dug out a pic we took tgt at the ritz and the high on life door sign thingy.. okay i have no idea what you call it but yeah hahaha..

and i took like 5 pics with him cos i kept insisting that the pics we took together werent that nice.. hahah.. im waiting for fangzi to upload and send the pics to me now.. haha.. ohh and i showed him my tongue-touch-nose thingy! hahaha..

okayy.. im rushing fangzi to upload the pics now thats why i owe her one. hahah.. the one should be me helping her print tons of kuijien pics hahaha..

=) thank goodness everything didnt end extremely late today.. haha.. when my parents arrived, we went down soon after.. and chris's car was in frnt of my dads.. haha cool. ran and gave him a hug at his car before going back to my car hahah..

so yeah. five pics,two hugs,one message,one signature. =D =D *big smiles*

so yeah. im like so so so happy now.. hee hee. =D

hi leanne!

dream big.

good luck for your tennis yah!

much love, chris.

heh. yay... okay i better end here. im prob gonna be smiling the entire night. =) =)

so take care! sweetest dreams.. : )

2005-03-19T00:24:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.. so much to blog. okay. heh.

in the morning..we went for our match..which was at 1230 yeah.. yupp lost. but still, it doesnt matter! we'll continue to work hard!! right bestie? =)

then we hung arnd kallang for quite awhile.. heh. and................ bestie has a new crush!! heh heh. exciting. welllll.. its not really new... hahha.. right bestie? hahahha..

then we went novena..and we did the stupidest thing ever.. totally walked one huge round for nth.. ahhaah yeah.

met nikki and her fren,cabbed to mediacorp. geez by that time we were so tired..yeah. we were kinda dead and everyone else was dying to go in hahaha..yeah. took pics with some of the celebrities yea.. then we went to the studio. the stage is kinda nice. and the whole concert is reallyy good. =) you guys so must catch it. saturday 8pm channel five. yupps. =D

yupp. basically we were too exhausted to scream and shout.. but tmr,definately we'll be pumping up the energy!! =D and fangzi was so dead in the beginning, but then we started talking bout her him and suddenly shes awake. hahaha..

yupp.. so yeah the whole concert was cool.. =D

after everything was debating whether to stay on and wait for the idols to come out.. decided not to so called my mum to come. and yeah next moment chris came out hahaha..yeah. whhheeeee =) *smiles smiles* happy me. =)

fangzi!

hey bestie.. today was such a wonderful day. i had such a great match with you,though we lsot. im sure we'll keep up the bestie enthu spirit and work hard yeah?! =)

thanks for working so hard though your ankle hurted.. and thanks for going down with me for the rehearsal.. really thank you.. im so sorry if you were seriously hungry..sorry.. but thank you.. i owe you a million and a million. thanks so much again.. i always have a great time with you no matter what! =) and i know we have tons to talk about tmr.. heh heh. and yes lah, you and him are compatable okay?? hahaha.. see you tmr. love you lots and lots. =D

i know i crush on you too easily.. even when i barely know you. but you put a smile on my face everytime i see you.. you really do. and im so,so happy after seeing you. the thoughts of you remain, and the fantasies continue..

2005-03-18T08:57:00.001+08:00

whhheee.. and today is finally here.

haha..couldnt really sleep last night.. was seriously over excited for today hahaha.. i think ive been driving fangzi crazy with my excitement hahah.. yeah .

oh man.. i really,really,really wanna win our match today!! *nods*

yupp k.. then at night theres the high on life rehearsal thingy.. yeah. if we win our 1230pm match the nxt match would be at 330,so no matter win or lose we'll be going down to mediacorp in our tennis stuff,rackets and all. haha.. hmmmm.

yeah.. so yeah oh gosh i cant wait!! hahaha.. =D takecare!

2005-03-18T08:57:00.000+08:00

whhheee.. and today is finally here.

haha..couldnt really sleep last night.. was seriously over excited for today hahaha.. i think ive been driving fangzi crazy with my excitement hahah.. yeah .

oh man.. i really,really,really wanna win our match today!! *nods*

yupp k.. then at night theres ther high on life rehearsal thingy.. yeah. if we win our 1230pm match the nxt match would be at 330,so no matter win or lose we'll be going down to mediacorp in our tennis stuff,rackets and all. haha.. hmmmm.

yeah.. so yeah oh gosh i cant wait!! hahaha.. =D takecare!

2005-03-17T17:41:00.000+08:00

ooh yay we won our match!! =D =D

yay.. we're like,totally so happy now hahha.. so next match tmr,

kallang @12.30pm!

do come if you're free.. hahha.. yeah.

whhheee.. but we have a tough match tmr.. seriously.. nvm we'll jst try our best!

haha.. whheee.. anyway we were kinda hit by bad luck before the match. last night when we were practising,fz sorta injured her ankle,and today jst before the match i had horrible cramps. but we tried our best and had great teamwork and yay! hahaha im so proud of us!! okay.. yeah k i gotta go! =D

2005-03-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

bought my mango top yesterday!! =D

yeahh. today went for training for bout an hour,then cabbed to sch for geog lessons.

then went town.. had our marche treat with the five of em..haha it was so funnyy.. =)
then we played pool and walked arnd.. had such a great time..-smiles.

doubles tmr!! haha.. if you wanna come support us.

its kallang @1pm.. do come if you're free! hahaha..

really,really hope we can win tmr. cos we've really been working hard for it.. sigh.. i hope we do!!

been having bad night sleeps past few days..so i had really terrible eyebags yesterday.. slept thru 12hrs last night so im feeling better now. =)

yeah k,gotta go,gonna practise with fz a lil while. =) wish us luck!

2005-03-14T14:45:00.000+08:00

whee.. haha k il blog a lil on camp..

firstday: it was a totally slacked day.. the 6 of us [fz mabel chess anna kim] just chilled out..played pool and cards and stuff.. yeah. at night we had to sleep in the counselling room. yes, the 'just you and me' room hahah.. it was totally crampe..like some couldnt lie down and stuff? yeah.

secondday: hmmm. went sentosa and followed them arnd. didnt do much there though haha..
we got to sleep in the audi that night which had too much space.. haha.. and the audi lights flicker and stuff yea.. hahaha.. that was the night the girls got punished.. haha.. we were all standing outside the hall watching.. haha.. yeah k i wont laugh anyway wont be mean..but now mr lau's our new hero hahaha..yeah

third day: not much either just slacked.. but doing the same games three days in a row was so boring.. hahha.. yeah.

overall it was really fun.. haha thanks to the five of them.. grinnss.. =)

yeah..had geog class today..mr sng is such a good teacher and he's like so funnyy.. hahah i bet everyone wants him to be their teacher now.. haha..not going tmr cos i have a match..8am. sighh.yupps. prob going out with my cousin n aunty after that. =))

time changes everything,one truth always stays the same..

2005-03-12T12:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday fangzi!! =D

hee hee. got back from camp yest. was fun! hee. =)

and.. as you would have noticed,my blog template is changed, and i love how my blog looks now!! hahha.. nikki helped me.. thanks a bunch babe! =)

yay i love all the pictures.. =))

kk blog again later! meeting fz downstairs in awhile so gotta get ready for the birthday girl hahaha =)

2005-03-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. oh my gosh.

i passed my a math!! =D =D

thats seriously so amazing. didnt expect it at all.

when i got it back i was so shocked,i said super loudly

oh my gosh i passed my a math!!

thankyou to rachel who coached me in surds the day before and mr patng who saved our class. =D

haha k..going for sec one efl tmr.. so tired,hvnt packed yet. hahah k blog when i get back!!

takecare! =)

2005-03-07T18:20:00.000+08:00

okay.. forget the results.. ive posted some pics from sat..

*smile smiles* =D

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but the day had to end.. haha

2005-03-07T18:07:00.000+08:00

sigh. im really quite disappointed in my results so far. =(

got back emath,chem&eng alr. all three were borderline passes. like really.literally borderline. the highest so far was 2marks above the passing mark i think.

sigh. and english!! oh man.. ive never done so badly in eng before.. my whole class did very badly,as did 3a. =( sigh.

2005-03-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. today so totally rocked. no kidding.
warning,this will be an overly happy entry! haha.. =)

okay,basically fangzi and i were just supposed to go out,shop around and yeah. but nikki invited us to the ritz carlton to watch leandra rehearse for a charity gala cos leandra invited her. and yeah she invited me and i invited fz hahha yeah..

in the morning,told fangzi il be ready by 1017am. hehe and when i called her i glanced at the clock and it was 1015!! so i was on time.. hahah.. thats almost never happens hahha..then we went lido.. bought our food and watched hitch. my goodness it was like so funnyy!! =D really funny&sweet movie!

then we had to rush down to ritz carlton so we cabbed.. and my goodness there was this seriously long jam!! it practically wasnt moving. sigh. so we finally got there very late haha.. sorry nikki for making you wait so long!! hee. the ritz is really grand and beautiful..hee hee. then we went up to the ballroom..

hung around there.. then i heard this guy singing in the ballroom we couldnt see at first then im like "oh my gosh isnt that chris singing??" hhaha.. so yeah we poked our heads in and it was!! *at this point of time i start getting seriously excited haha*

then maia was performing too so it was cool.. and leandra came after that.. it was really great,like my three favourite idols hahah.. yupp leandra's performance was really good hahah.. [ happy nikki?? ] hahha.. the whole item is really cool..and they have these kids from jazzkids dancing/singing too and they were sooo cute!! there were a few from raffles!! grinsss.

yeps then yeah they were resting and chris walked past us and i smiled at him and he smiled at me and i turn to fz and go "oh my he smiled at me!!" hahhaa okay.. yeah then stupid nikki and fz kept pushing me to go take a pic with him oh man i was so embarressed hahah..

yeah so i took and my gosh chris recognised us. we [fz and i] were really surprised hahah.. cos we didnt think he would recognise us and its been like what, four months since we last saw him?? hahah so yeah..chatted and stuff and he said we grew taller hahah.. and he told us he kept the jar we gave him on his shelf..thats so cool hhaha.. =D

ooh did i mention he has the same mp3 as me? thats cool too. same colour as fz's i think def not my colour hahaha cos mines like..pink? haha

yeps.. ohh i took a pic with maia too!! she's so cute haha.. and yes,another with chris haha.. and the slow song that leandra sang was really,really nice!! haha dunno what song it was though haha and chris' 'you sang to me' was nice too.. yeah am i just blabbing away?? hahaha..

so yeah actually going to the ritz and watching the rehearsal was just so cool..thanks nikki so much for inviting us!! =D

yeah after that nikki went for choir and fz and i went suntec and walked arnd and ate..i think i had a really spastic smile on my face the whole day hahha.. and fz said i was so happy she could totally feel it hahha.. and im like yeah im practically oozing out happiness hahaha.. and that this ranks among the 'top ten happiest days off my life' list hahaha.. and during hitch,there was this part that the guy sang way outta tune and fz said to me ' that sounds like you!' yeah..thanks man.. hahaha.. mm yeah recorded their performances on my mp3&camera.. =)

in all, i feel so happy today..what with ca being over,holidays coming, today being so fantastic, and all. =D yay!

[ nikki ] hey! thanks so much for inviting us..had a really fab day today haahha! k see ya tmr.. and babe,your turning 16 in a couple of hours!! =D

[ fangzi ] had a great day with you today!! hhaha.. arent you glad i wont go oh my gosh oh my gosh anymore?? ahhaha.. anyway,come online asap and send me the pics quickly please!! =D
msg me when you wake up tmr okay..

[ collen ] ha ha.. since im feeling happy today,i shall say again,collen rocks! hahaha..

to all my other friends..i love you all!! =D

2005-03-04T18:37:00.000+08:00

whheeee!! ca's over. =D

argh. but. todays lit paper was so terrible!! cos emilykoh told us only scene one is tested. but like half an har before the paper she told us that scene one and two is tested. and she hasnt even taught a single bit of scene two!! argh. so yeah,we were all just basically freaking out and going oh crap we're gonna fail. yeah. first essay q was alright. cos refered to the extract given. but the 2nd question!!! "refer your answer to act one" argh.

okay ah well.. will just hope for the best. think gonna get chem back on monday. cos 3a got theirs back already. yeah. sigh.

anyway had efl briefing. and the sec ones ask really weird questions. sorry..but its true! =/

met mummy for lunch. =D bought a top..yeah.. walked around.

so glad its the weekend. =D sleep! =)

in a way i feel like my holidays are alr here,cos monday is half day. [thanks graduants!] tues normal then efl.. tournament..hols. =)

yes, and this weekend is so gonna rock! out with fangzi tmr. we're gonna catch hitch. =) then nikki's party on sunday!! ooh i cant wait. =)

yesterday was quite funny hahha..

fz : *sings some random song*
me: eh dont sing already,you're singing out of tune!!
fz: how would you know you cant even tell if someone is in tune/ not!

okay, i admit. im VERY tonedeaf hahha..

then she asked me to poke her tummy cos she claims that her tummy is very hard. so i poked and she went ouch! okay i think i poked her too hard hahha.. then she poked me and i just started laughing and laughing cos im super super ticklish. =)

jean.. dont worry about your chinese!! its only one paper.. im sure you'll do well in the future.. dont worry about it.. believe in yourself! =)

collen.. yes i shall say it here. collen rocks. happy? hahha.. =) btw we started on chemical reactions and stuff today, and i dont like it one bit. haha

i just love this song..its so sweet.. =)

somewhere out there

Somewhere out there,
Beneath the pale moonlight,
Someone's thinking of me,
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
That we'll find one another,
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star,
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky!
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then we'll be together,
Somewhere out there,
Out where dreams
Come true...